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[luigi177]

everybody's so mean to me

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[justyouraverage-outcast-blog]

a (depressing) self update

So, I realized in the mist of my terrible year that I haven't once posted anything on here in a while. Whether about me or a story, I haven't posted, and I'd like to apologize for that.

As I've stated, this year as been all kinds of fucked up. Not just in general, but mentally as well. I've over worked myself to the point of exhaustion. And with me overworking myself, I haven't been eating properly or been as open as I have been.

I'm not gonna go into much detail, but this year started of the worst way as possible for me. My grandfather passed and I felt like I lost a small piece of myself. A lot of things— such as a nickname of mine, my love for Marvel, and my love for coloring in adult coloring books—that I have and love that came from him, it's weird now looking at them. And it's made my depression worst and I try to write to distract myself, but its just been getting worse.

Since the beginning of October, I've been trying to do better. I'm focusing on myself a bit more, and I'm not rushing with anything. So, unfortunately, I don't know when the next part of ‘The Forgotten Maximoff’ will be posted or when a one shot will be posted, but please note that it will be soon.

I'm sorry for the inconvenience. And if you read this entire depressing update, I appreciate it.

-cam

[riffatmatinpoetry]

It's never okay for me to take my anger out on the people that I love. So If I mess up I'm going to explain myself and apologize.

Affirmation of the day.

[zarimuni54]

Today's the day I start training again. I'm so sorry to my body, to myself for the neglect that it had suffered in the last two and a half months. Never again will I go so long without taking care of myself. Hopefully today begins a new era where I try love myself, no matter what shape I happen to be.

[youaremysunshineeeeee-blog1]

So I was reading The Sky Is Everywhere, and couldn’t help but notice this character. For some odd reason, they just sounded so familiar🤔 like wow! I wonder who would even remotely relate this this character! @danielhowell (hmmmmmm!) But for real! Enthusiastically cynical, literature fanatic¿, WEARS BLAcK, and has the iconic existential crisis! (Okay guys😂 I’ve reached my Original Content™ quota for the month, peace out y'all!)

[igirisuscones]

I just love learning Japanese because every sentence they speak has the subject at the end of the sentence and the noun at the beginning. Like this for example. "これわねこです." Or in romanji "Kore wa neko desu" Which actually translates to "that is a cat." Where 'desu' is the 'is' in the sentence and in actual English 'neko' would be at the end. Heres another example introducing yourself! "わたしわ[name here]です." or romanji "Watashi wa [name here] desu." Also translates to "My name is [name here]." Which is the best thing. Sorry I might be sounding like a huge weeb rn but I just randomly thought of this -

[flowrpuffs]

♡ suho & ? : @fleurnomy​

“  are  you  usually  this  emotional?  it's  concerning.  ”

[stagfollowed-a]

  @ethicsbutcher​  said  :  [ HIDE ]  in order to hide receiver from people chasing them, sender pulls them into a tight hug while hiding their face from view.   —   to  be  held  prompts.

          the  men  have  been  tailing  them  for  about  three  blocks  now,  and  while  will  knows  that  him  and  the  doctor  could  take  them  —  there  is  a  time  and  a  place  for  everything.  oppurtunities  will  present  themselves  when  need  be,  and  will  isn’t  really  itching  for  a  FIGHT  right  now.  though  what  will  isn’t  expecting  is  hannibal  to  grab  him  by  the  arm  and  pull  him  around  a  corner,  to  press  him  to  the  wall  of  the  building  and  hiding  the  two  of  them  —  before  will  can  even  begin  to  make  a  sound  of  PROTEST,  leather  glove  hand  is  clamped  over  his  mouth  to  shut  him  up.  

          the  men  walk  by  their  hiding  spot,  and  will  can  hear  them  CURSE  at  losing  their  targets  —  they  seem  to  give  up  easily,  and  will  can  hear  the  crunch  of  the  snow  under  their  boots  as  they  carry  on.  hannibal  is  so  close  to  him,  can  feel  the  weight  of  the  psychiatrist  holding  him  to  the  wall  ;  will  didn’t  even  realize  he  was  so  flustered  until  he  could  feel  the  heat  of  his  cheeks  keeping  him  warm.  

          once  will  can’t  hear  the  footsteps  of  the  men  anymore,  hands  come  up  to  SHOVE  hannibal  off  of  him  —  face  twisted  up  into  an  unreadable  expression  as  his  gaze  is  adverted  elsewhere.  ❝  don’t  ever  do  that  shit  again.  ❞  will’s  hands  are  shoved  DEEP  into  the  pockets  of  his  jacket  as  he  ducks  past  the  psychiatrist,  tries  to  will  the  warmth  in  his  cheeks  to  die  out  as  he  steps  back  out  from  the  alley - way.  ❝  let’s  just  get  back  to  the  office.  ❞