#i hate venting

[liyisok]

I'm like a loyal puppy with separation anxiety.

Once you leave, I start acting like Verity but without the murderous tendencies.

[hardboiledapples]

not to be annoying but i'm honestly doing great. i guess i'll eat a tub of ice cream and jerk off just to feel something methinks

[windaviding]

how it feels to vent

[mrmayoattorney]

and what if i said that i might just have no label on myself for my sexuality even though i just came out ad bi bc im just rlly confused rn and have no idea what im doing rn😳😳

[trinketman]

lowk go on here to vent sometimes then i remember its never deep enough

[domutkniecie]

I havent seen real people for 4 months. Only my best friend a few times. This feels weird.

Is this how loneliness feels like. I dont think I've ever neen lonely. Or maybe this lonely lol. Cool experience I'm adding it to my sylladex. I collect experiences like treasure and then maybe my writing is more realistic that way lol. Sometimes i deliberately put myself in situations, just to get a better grasp at how it really is.

Anyways im getting distracted. I havent had a real genuine interaction with a human being for 4 months (i have work i interact with actual responsible adults. And we have no common topis). And like. Its this awful feeling its like my interaction bar is at 0 and ready to get to minus numbers. Like in sims but worse. Uhh i forgot my point. Oh yeah i rember. And i dont even have the energy to go meet new people. And theres also fact im blocking myself to do that because of my experiences with people. Maybe if i had yhe energy it wouldn't be such a problem. Usually i dont care about things like that and do shit even when I'm scared. Okay i lied its not usually but i do push myself sometimes. And it's always worked for the better. I think. I cant remember actually. Blah blah blah more words. AH SHIT NO IM LATE FOR WORK I NEED TO FINISH MY BREAKFAST. FUCKKKK

Uh anyways. My stomach hurts i need to fart

Fuck them bitches fuck you fuck you fuck you i hate you.

God okay now i really have to go urm what the sigma goodbye my skibidi toilets

[idoeatsandquiteoften]

tw ; sh mention

yeah im totally fine mentally

I say like I didn’t try to cut myself a few days ago (I failed 😞 )

[fading4ngel]

still in a rut of feeling like there's no point in trying to draw because people will always have better art than me.