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There's a tiny part of me that's raging that I can't write a story without worldbuilding or plot or anything like that.

I started with the intent of making smutty hotness of my own desires. Instead I've ended up with a dozen worlds, each with their own fucking societies and traditions and season and shit.

All because I can't drop myself into a story - I have to have more than "what if - smut". It's always "how did they get there?"

And right now that feels like more trouble than it's worth.

#gemma rambles #I'm just in a mood suddenly #I think it's been brewing for a bit though #I'm just grumpy #Am I reworking my notes for Feylands? Yes #Am I reworking my notes for the Contract? Yes #Is this just so I can make sure I'm consistent? Yes #I need to noodle some more on CoTW and Palace Hallways #But it's all the same fuckin' shit #wrapped in different paper #except I couldn't just go GET THE SHIT #I had to dress it up differently #Flowers and Stitches and Brix are just a different story wrapped in different paper too #fuck I'm ranting in the tags again #Never mind go about your business #nothing to see here except a Gemma losing her marbles

it's shake your fist at the sun sunday

#mine #erythropoietic protoporphyria #today is a depression and pain day and there's too much light thru the curtains and there's too many daylight aes posts on my dash and #I'm just grumpy

FFXIV gets hit with DDOS regularly.

Now AO3 gets hit with DDOS.

Like, fuck off with it, my dudes. Leave me to my happiness and go take down fucking Twitter or Trump's idiotic hole.

My shit doesn't affect you.

#Rant #I'm just grumpy

I just hate wildfire smoke season. And I hate how sensitive my lungs are. Air quality is 'moderate' so I thought I could sneak in a walk- nope! Made it less than a block before coughing started.

I mean, I'm glad I have a bunch of kn95 & n95s, but it sucks that if I want to go garden or walk or forage I've got to mask up. Ugh.

I wish we as a county could get a hold of the situation and do enough prescribed burns that we could prevent days and days of bad air quality, to say nothing of the greater risks. Uhh.

#complaining #personal #I'm just grumpy