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I don't normally do this, so I apologize... but I just got some news that I was unprepared for. I've been homeless since last year, and the person I've been living with just told me I am to be gone by Thursday.

I have two days?

I know being an adult is hard, but fuck... I don't know what I'm supposed to do. It feels like the entire world is against me.

I'm so overwhelmed, I wish the world would stop spinning for just one day so I can breathe.

#being homeless fucking sucks #i have no one to talk to about this #i can't even cry #I'm just... tired

my reaction with this new shit, is between just yelling at AMC and everyone like them and just... this:

#iwtv racism #I'm just... tired #and angry at the same time ykim?

Making an oc x canon ship for a niche fandom is nothing new to me, but what's frustrating about it is finding artist I can commission to draw said ship...

It feels bad to subject people to my cringe but damn it!!

Why do I have to be the sole provider of content for it?! 😭

#woe is me I know #I'm just... tired #sometimes a bitch needs a break #but also still wants art lol #and its especially hard conveying that in fandoms that don't really do ocs #like hi I know your used to illustrating this character in only these specific circumstance #but can you also draw them kissing my special bean on the mouth?#and they're just like “....WHOM???”#yet I continue to walk this path 😔#Mumbling Mermaid

am i the only person who honestly doesn't care that much if jo leaves us at this point

#i'm just... tired #my guy has been causing various drama for years #and i do think he is good but i do not think he is so world changingly good that its worth it #anyway deleting this probably im just. idk #bayern

my debilitating fear of time passing bringing me ever closer to my inevitable death vs. my very physical need for this month to pass as fast as humanly possibly so that i can have a few months off work so that i can finally sleep and create again

fight

#ramblings #me: later?#no passage of time #only Later #i'm tired #i'm just... tired

The millennial urge to pause my existence for just a sec...

#i'm just... tired #and bored #into the void #life

rational brain: transmasc is annoyingly ill-defined but still can be a useful umbrella sometimes, and while i might not personally consider myself masculine *overall* there are definitely significant masculine *elements* to my gender that cissexism does not want to be there

kneejerk lizard brain sick of being called butch when i'm not: start calling yourself a non-transmasculine trans man just to fuck with ppl

#sigh.#the meaning of transmasculine i am personally attached to is 'afab person who is wholly or partially a man'#but almost no one else means it that way #and what they do mean frequently makes me Uncomfortable #but also i don't want to seem like i have smthn *against* non-trans-man-transmascs whatever your definition #i'm just... tired #like. urgh. ppl are constantly erasing transmasc femininity. but they're also constantly Raising Awareness #of it #but i don't see myself in the form they Raise Awareness for either #like... not every gnc man wants to wear skirts #there are lower levels of male femininity than ''crossdressing'' and they're still subversive #men wearing full faces of flawless makeup is afaik a p recent development #at least since the 1700s #like... gnc men are not just mimicking gender conforming hyperfeminine women there's more to it than that #not saying anyone's Less Queer for doing so or w/e #but some of you can't seem to comprehend like...... androgyny lol #gender non conformity that does not seek to conform to *either* expectation #i mean. i get why ppl might not. trying to be seen as deliberately gnc rather than just 'ugly' or 'tomboyish' as an afab person is rlly har #and a lot of ppl have to go hypermasc just to get across that. Yes I Look Queer On Purpose #but still... argh

#i'm just... tired

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