I have been absent from this app for a few months but I have not been idle. Mental health has been a difficult struggle through isolation and a lot of that was made worse by the events of the passed couple of months. In my frustration and heartbroken anger I wrote some words to express how I was (am) feeling. Because I am an artist and while I often hesitate to call myself a “writer” of any kind, sometimes particularly in these moments of complete despair, I just have to write the words down lest they choke me. I shared these words, this poem Echo with my theatre company, my friends.
The response was not only supportive and it was as if a spring had been let go and there was a flurry of action. I have never written a song before, I have never attempted to freestyle, these are things that I never really felt were in my wheelhouse. But here we are, immediately the gears started turning and Matthew and Cameron started pinging musical notes and soundscapes and such back and forth and I marveled at how quickly these skilled musicians composed music inspired by my words. I am still in awe at this. This was a collaborative process unlike anything I have ever done before and I am so incredibly grateful for these people who are like family to me.
I am grateful for the support network I have around me. For those who have held me up when I literally could not stand. Those who have encouraged and guided stood along side me every step of the way. This is my debut song in collaboration with Terra Mysterium and Hela’s Hand Productions. This project is so close to my heart. Please watch and listen with an open mind and an open heart. And please be kind, because as a great and wise woman once said “I am an artist, and I am sensitive about my shit!”