#iamlosingit

[beautifullycontradictiverec-blog]

What the hell is this

I told you in my own special way, babbling, Brushing it off the shoulder, Acting cool.

I wasn’t and you knew it. I wouldn’t even let you get a word in, so you butted in. Interrupting my words, the thunderous pounding of my heart against my chest, the tapping of my fingers on the dash.

“Why did you wait so long to tell me?” That sly smile splitting your face. I never thought I’d understand hating and loving someone so damn much at once.

I never thought the words “I like you too” would mean so much to me.

What the hell is this.

[satknightcat78]

I don't know what to do or say right now Josh Darnit #iamlosingit #mylifeiscomplete

[diapersanddumbbells]

Me: I can't wait for New Years this is going to be so fun yay 2016 *looks at calender* Oh.

[blurry-blur-bird]

I just...I'm don't

Okay so I slip up my words every now and then and I know people will take them the wrong way. However, that doesn’t fucking mean I meant what I fucking said. I just said the wrong WORD. So here I am washing and drying the dishes with my sister and we’re talking about stuff and shit like that. So my sister comes up in my conversations a lot when I talk with my friends. Well the one time a friend of mine said she looked 120 and I was like yeah she does but she kinda “heavier”. I used the fucking word heavier when I retold the little story and she got pissed at me. I told her that’s not the word I meant to say but NO heaven forbid I try and tell her that I didn’t mean to use that word. Well fuck me! I’m sorry I stepped over the line a little bit when you call me fat or some shit it’s okay. Naw I get it your fucking royal highness, I stepped over the white line and you have every right to be pissed at me. Now I’m here feeling like shit because I’m not allowed to make mistakes but she allowed to insult me when ever she pleases. Yeah the make a lick of FUCKING sense.

[youdeservesomethingamazing]

I just called my dog babe. What is happening to me.

[kongster]

So i literally just went out of my room, saw my mum, went "HUGGGAAGGGHGHH", laughed to myself, sighed, and then laughed again.

What is wrong with me

[staringat-thesun-blog]

Sometimes I just burst into tears. It happens. So it goes.

[okclaireee]

Yep. I am definitely going to crawl under a rock for the rest of the afternoon.

I want to go back home so badly!