I can request a Saiki x gn! Reader for Laufey's event with the song Serendipity.
Maybe Saiki getting a little comfort in the chance encounters with the reader at school and begins to feel something more...
serendipity - laufey event
character - saiki kusuo x gn!reader
warnings -- none!
-- notes; erm...hi guys...sorry for disappearing again lol i won't lie i honestly just hop on whenever i have motivation so thanks for being patient with me!!
saiki wasn't sure when he started caring, but after bumping into you in the hallway that one time, he started noticing you more and more.
you two weren't in the same class but he would start looking forward to the short "hello's" you would exchange at the end of the day as you make your way out of the front door.
he thought it was weird, the way he'd start seeing more four-leaf clovers and ladybugs - both beings signs of luck - after seeing you. he deduced it to just being because the weather was getting warmer and the two events were completely unrelated.
if he was having a bad day, he'd spot you somewhere in his vision and it immediately brought his mood up.
he didn't notice the way his ears perked up whenever someone in his class mentioned you, unintentionally eavesdropping into the conversation to hear more.
once summer came, he rarely saw you. he wasn't sure why that bothered him. if kaidou and nendou dragged him out of his house, he would unconsciously hope to see you.
nendou decided it would be a good day to go to the beach, showing up at saiki's house with kaidou, the two of them holding blankets and pool noodles, along with a beach ball. saiki was not eager in the slightest, but he had a feeling in his gut that something would happen. that's how he decided to tag along.
also just so nendou and kaidou would get away from his house...
arriving at the beach he was immediately aware of your presence, looking around until he spotted you laughing in the water with a few friends.
he felt slightly relieved to see you after so long.
that day, all he said was a simple "hello" to you. but he felt unfulfilled as he made his way home, thinking about how he said something more. he knew you were happy to see him, your expression had lit up as you set your eyes on him.
he remembered how his heart rate went up a little as you showed him that smile you had on often.
hey guys!! as a way for me to get this account started back up again, i’ve decided to do a little event! i’ll be writing a small one shot for each of laufey’s songs from her album bewitched only from the fandoms i write for. send in character requests with assigned songs to my inbox and i will make a list of them here!
(first come first serve for character/song selections)
you may also send in other requests unrelated to this event.
[icmy] it’s me again. i should be taking the bad weather as a sign not to see him, but I’m not. I’m too stubborn for that, too stubborn to let the elements get in the way of someone i love. because there has to be a reason why we keep coming back to each other, even if it’s a poor one. tonight i ask a difficult question. tonight i ask why my heart is betraying my head.
Go on/off anon and pretend we’re the person you want to talk to, and get everything off your chest.
i can’t (and won’t) shake this feeling. i know we will come back to each other, but in what condition? at what cost?
in one breath, i curse him for overturning my perception of love; in another i swear i’ll marry him some day.
the universe wants me to believe in the reanimating of something that should have been dead and buried, and that is something i dont think i should ignore.
i refuse to let go of someone who made me feel so free.
what a divine, what a devastating paradox.
Go on/off anon and pretend we’re the person you want to talk to, and get everything off your chest.
we talked over text tonight. things are going about as well as expected. another alter in the system is talking to their ex. (singular they in this case) the guy I’ve been talking about in these anons expressed extreme disapproval about that, but he also mentioned there was nothing he could do to stop them.
i feel like it’s not yet time to rekindle anything more than friendship with him, as much as i want to. i also worry that the ex that came back had something to do with my breakup with the host (even though the two weren’t dating).
i don’t want to lose him as a friend though. i don’t know what to do.
Go on/off anon and pretend we’re the person you want to talk to, and get everything off your chest.
Heeeey~ another system! Woo. Glad we’re less alone in the chaos.
At least he seems to understand that there’s nothing he can do and no one has control over that alter. You shouldn’t lose a friend for talking to someone. As long as it stays platonic you should be fine
my mother called today. asked if i had been lonely, living by myself these last couple of months.
i answered no, then thought again.
i realized that i had been lonely, every night spent alone. then again, i wouldn’t want to make it sound like my lovers were just warm bodies, although i suppose in a way they were. no, i missed them, i did, but i also missed the feeling of relying on seeing someone again.
every little encounter that i have with him feels stolen and illicit. and perhaps it is, perhaps i’m doing something wrong, but how could it be wrong to love him?
dancing alone, eyes shut, pretending i felt his hand pressing into my back as he dipped me low. twirling around that night, i felt overcome with dizziness. finally, someone to call my own.
but not for long. you see, the novelty wore off. once love became a decision, the decision was to go.
and maybe i wanted too much. maybe that day in the rose garden, instead of taking his hand, i should have left it be. maybe i should have turned down that kiss in the car and the subway station. maybe i should have let him be polite with his hands, and maybe i should never have drawn him nor let him return the favor.
i don’t regret anything one bit, though. there will always be a piece of my heart for him to hold in his. i have promised myself that.
*asking for a reality check, as I’m letting it consume me*
Go on/off anon and pretend we’re the person you want to talk to, and get everything off your chest.
It’s going to consume you. Unfortunately we’re too far past go to stop it from swallowing you whole. But the good thing is this too will pass. It’ll set you down not as gently as it picked you up, but it will set you down. It’ll eventually pass over you but for now you just have to let it settle
last night i went stargazing with that person i keep telling you about. it was probably one of the best and most peaceful nights ive had in a while.
i actually didn’t expect a yes. i gave him an hour’s notice. we spent two and a half hours laying there on my picnic blanket, talking and listening to music and looking up at a cloudy, light polluted sky. when someone’s so familiar, you can’t help but be in love with them. i think there’s actually psychological evidence for that.
anyway, when we hugged goodbye that night, it didn’t feel like goodbye. it felt like hello again. oh, how I’ve missed you.
Awww!! I’m so glad! Congratulations! I’m so happy for you. I hope it all plays out just as magically as that night
i told the person i hoped was the author of the love letters ive been getting about them, on the phone today. maybe it isn’t him writing them. but recently they’ve got me thinking nonetheless. the memories described are vivid. one of the letters points to something he and I specifically did together, not too long ago. and it’s keeping me up at night.
*asking for advice* when you’re still in love with someone, and hope that they are too, how do you stop it from consuming you altogether?
Go on/off anon and pretend we’re the person you want to talk to, and get everything off your chest.
You don’t. As sad and as simply as it is you have to let it consume you till it won’t. You have to make yourself go out and do things even if those things might remind you or make you miss them. You make your life move on day by day till the consumption just stops
