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this is really stupid but like.

... is there anyone else in this fandom whose twin has died? am i the only one?

#i just had the thought and its #bizarre to me idk #its tripping me out #on one hand im like surely not i cant be the only person in the vast reaches of the world im not SPECIAL #but then im also like #idk its #pretty niche #i am losing my mind thinking about this and i dont know why #why isnt my trauma RELATABLE what the FUCK ://////#how am i supposed to be a lovable protagonist like this #i hate how this shit makes me so jaded and angry and cynical its really silly #bluh bluh bluhhhhh #cw sibling death #tw sibling death #sibling death #family death #cw family death #tw family death #vent #personal #txt posts #im gonna go draw some disaster twins or smth so i stop being such a bummer #my therapist told me beig sad on main is okay

Carrie and lowell is just its own separate entity to me. Like yeah its sufjan stevens but its like. Its own category. I’m trying to explain

#like in my mind (in my mind) there’s sufjan’s entire discography and then there’s carrie and lowell #which also happens to be written by renowned songstress sufjan stevens #do u understand #like there’s #idk its #yeah #sufjan stevens #carrie and lowell

lorde on twitter:

i wanna tell you about sober, so the first inklings of sober came to me in the back of an uber, and then properly at jack and lena's kitchen table. i BOLTED to the studio. i'll never forget writing the first demo it was like a trance i guided jack to the chords almost wordlessly with my hands on his shoulders. it was this really intense booming slow synth thing with a drum outro for ages then malay came thru on my birthday & cracked the code on it. came up with the "midnight, lose my mind" pitched sample on a sinfully hot day in palm springs and also started sober II that day as well. but this song was so important to me because it felt like pop music i hadn't heard before, this sprawling brass & strange vocal syncopation & i think we expressed the emotions so purely- it's leaning & drawling, juvenile & triumphant - impressing someone then embarrassing urself & that late-saturday-night declaration "WE PRETEND THAT WE JUST DON'T CARE / BUT WE CARE" tasted as fresh & new in my mouth as ice water.

#i will actually jump off a cliff no kidding #to hear this song as the very first fucking time #its just its just something that made me through #idk its #idk its weird #sober #lorde #melodrama