#ijustwanttocry

[itsjustkayyluh]

For this to be a 4 day work week, it’s been one of the worse weeks 😕 and it’s only Wednesday 🥴

[barefootedmama]

Just my luck 🤦🏻‍♀️ I called the office back and she said that I’m the more sever type that will take months to years to heal. Massage and chiro will help with temporary pain relief. But all I can do is ice, heat and rest. 🤦🏻‍♀️ 🤬🤬🤬🤬 straight up fuck the dude on his phone or whatever he was doing and not paying attention to the fucking road. I feel like this is just a cop out for “idk what’s wrong with you”. I just want to cry. 7 months of idk’s and physical therapy (that apparently only makes it worse, not better) to find this out. And I’ve only ever gotten x-rays on my lower back/pelvic area. The MRI was for my c-spine to see if the ulnar nerve damage was affecting that area. I’m done. I’m just done. #igiveup #ijustwanttocry #somuchpain #itsnotfair #imtiredofbeingcrankyandinpainallthetime #canijustgetabreak #stupid #caraccident #softtissuedamage #dodoctorsevenhaveaclueanymore https://www.instagram.com/p/B3p1LionVzy/?igshid=fkwtmwxcuqvj

[casseyeyey]

Last night was one for the books.. And not for a good reason. I felt like Hannah Baker from 13 Reasons Why after feeling so invaded and walking back home cold and alone...

[casseyeyey]

Holy fuck you're so hot..

[lobotimizedlavender]

Ahahahhahahahaha I don't understand. I DONT UNDERSTAND. WHY THE FUCK AM I SO BROKEN WHEN I WAS THE ONE THAT ENDED WHY AM I THE ONE THATS FUCKING RIPPING MY LIFE APART WHY AM I SO SAD WHY AM I SO SAD!!!! I don't understand . Why am I so sad?

[letthegalaxyspeak]

I really really want to be in a relationship... But then I remember that I hate parties, I get nervous just thinking about meeting new people and I have to deal with this freaking anxiety the whole damn time. Then I think that I’ll be single forever. And then, I say to myself “stop being so dramatic”... But I can never really convince myself that one day I’ll actually have a nice, healthy relationship. 

[ilikeemboldandirollthedice]

My life is a joke? Hahahaha? What is happening?

[carpediemmycapt]

So my parents want to take me to a casino for my 18th birthday but I’m a little bit scared because the last time I was there I won the jackpot in the arcade and the tickets wouldn’t stop coming out so I sat on the floor and cried. I can’t win a real jackpot I’m not prepared for the responsibility of all that money