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ilah and her (two) twin sisters
can you explain llah? new user who just found your blog
Ilah?
She's the mother of Iroh and Ozai.
She is dearly loved by her husband, Azulon, and also the people Fire Nation adored her.
Sadly, she passed away during the Summer Solstice in 55 AG during her second pregnancy.
An excerpt of Azulon’s thoughts on Ilah’s second pregnancy:
Her love was too fierce, too pure, too intrinsically Ilah. But he cannot carry this agonizing grief on his own.
If you’re curious to know of the ALTA AU/Fire Nation Royal Family further, you may read my fanfic:
Avatar: Rise of the Dragons on AO3. (We'll eventually reach there)
Fire Lady Ilah, Keeper of the Era of Peace
Hastalandım sana geldim, kalbim kırıldı ağladım sana geldim. Geldim görülmediğimi sandım küstüm, sitem ettim ama yine sana geldim yine sana ağladım yine senin adına sığındım. Doktora değil, psikoloğa değil, bir annenin kollarına bir arkadaş tesellisine değil ben bu yapayalnız dünyada bir tek senin yanında yerimi aradım. Sabit kalma umuduyla savruldum. Her yarattığın günün sabahında nefsimle savaştım. Çoğu zaman yenik düştüm. Ölümün yaşamdan daha tatlı geldiği anlarım oldu. Yasak elmayı yemek istedim. Yedim ama cennetinden kovduğun hz adem ve hz havva gibi beni bu dünyadan almadın. Şimdi yalnızlığım müebbet gibi devam ediyor. Şikayet etmiyorum artık sadece bunun daha çok huzur vermesini diliyorum. Yalnızlığımın içinde seni daha çok hissedebilmek istiyorum. Fani duygular ve insanlarla meşgul olmasın ne kalbim ne aklım. İnan bana Allahım cehennemin varlığına şahit olmuş kadar yangınlar sürülüyor ruhuma. Bir duygu bu kadar acı vermemeli. İnsan olmak bu kadar zor olmamalı. Hele yaşamak bu kadar ızdırap dolu olmamalı. Sanki insan elini nereye atsa eksik, yaralı, acı. Olmayacak gibi, olsada bir gün bitecek gerçeği. Tatmin etmiyor. Ben biliyorum ki senden uzak olan, hariç olan her yer böyle hissettirir. Eksil ve yarım. Ama böyle bir dünyada sana gelmeye çalışmak, gelmek ve kalmaya devam edebilmek… sen bütün eksikliklerden münezzeh olan Allahıım. Yaşadığımız zorluklarıda bizden iyi bilensin. Neyi neden yaşadığımızı en iyi bilensin. Neden böyle hissettiğimizi ve ne hissedeceğimizi. Ben kendiyle baş edemeyen bir insan haline geldim. Kendimi anlatmak bile yük oluyor düğüm oluyor dile gelmiyor kaleme dökülmüyor. Beni ve benim gibi olan bütün ruhtaşlarımın yanında olduğunu daha derinden hissetmeye ihtiyacımız var. Daha çok adınla harmanlanmaya. Huzurunla yoğurulmaya. Dünya çok kötü bir hal alıyor. Biz kötüleşmeye başlıyor olabiliriz. Aklımız idrakımız yetmiyor kaybediyor olabiliriz. Sen bizi güzelliklerinden mahrum bırakma. Bütün sevdiğin güzel özellikleri en kolay ve tez zamanda bize hibe et. Sonsuz zaman ve rızık sahibi. Merhametlilerin en merhametlisi. İlimlerin en ilimlisi. Beni kendimle barıştır, tanıştır, beni benimle yürütecek gücü kalbime işle. Vesveselerimden arındır. Başta sen olmak üzere gücün ve kuvvetinle hepimize hidayet et. Daha sonra insanlara iyi gelebilmek için bana o gücü isteği ve eksik olan her şeyi içime akıtt. Bunları kabul edip görebilmeyi ve uygulayabilmeyi kolaylaştır. Allahım…. Sen Allahsın. Verdiklerinlede vermediklerinlede benim için en hayırlı olana izin verdiğini biliyorum. Sana inanıyorum. Sana güveniyorum. Sana teslim olmak istiyor bunun için çalışıyor ve teslim oluyorum. Korkularımı gider. Rahmetinin huzuruyla ruhumu sar. Amin Seni seviyorum
Fire Family Week June 2025!
June 16-June 22
Day 1: Bloodlines, homeless, and rebirth
Day 2: Role reversal, turtleducks, “hail fire lord….”
Day 3: Hair, Training/practice, private quarters
Day 4: how I met your mother/father, sins of the father, a visit from the afterlife,
Day 5: The second child, prodigy, regret
Day 6: Dragons, family trauma and union of the sun and moon
Day 7: Heavy is the crown, spirituality, protective parents
A huge shout out to @deadlyangelofpurity for making this beautiful art! Go check them out! They do great Fire Family work!
fire lady ilah . she is such a mystery and now i am obsessed with her. i want to write a fan fic on her.
colouring style inspired by @demaparbat-hp
I feel Azulon pairing Ozai with Michi but it not working out makes sense than Azulon just waiting for Ozai to be in his mid twenties to marry Ursa first.
Still you know damn well Ozai was like a deer headlights the moment he had to raise a kid as a teen. I feel as a teen he was less cruel, but you know he would have no idea what to do with a baby. Granted most fourteen year old boys would probably react the same.
Given that Iroh is the Crown Prince yet is an infamous womanizer and had Lu Ten extremely late in life at an old age similar to Azulon and Sozin. I doubt Azulon was rushing or worrying about marrying his children especially if he betrothed them early on in their childhood. Maybe, Michi had an older sister that was married to Iroh and became Lu Ten mother? So as a result Ozai became close to Michi and he was betrothed to her as well. Ozai is certainly more of a glory obsessed anti-social warrior prince than his older brother Iroh. So Ozai is very much asexual in his disposition generally despite being straight. Teenage Ozai is basically a glory-hound warmonger that wants to impress his older brother Iroh and father Azulon to an extraordinary, extravagant, and outrageous degrees. So his mind is less focused on girls than battles. However, Ozai has the utmost respect and honor for the Female Yuyan Archers and their competence, effectiveness, efficiency professionalism, and dedication to Fire Nation Royal Family and their military. Michi also became a member of their group and was an excellent markswoman. Unfortunately, Michi and Ozai marriage in their late teens and early twenties ended in divorce due to multiple miscarries with some of the Fire Sage deeming her to be cursed to her lack of fertility.
My headcanon is that a Teenage Ozai (15) met Kid Ursa (5) during his Young Fire Prince Avatar Hunting years. Ursa was forced to become a temporary ward of the Royal Family because her parents were not paying the Imperial Government enough taxes. Obviously, they don’t have a romantic relationship during that period. Basically, Ozai has become a glorified royal babysitter for Ursa. I am obsessed with Teen Ozai meeting a Kid Ursa and being significantly different from each other due to their different personalities and backgrounds. Ozai is colder, ruthless, and vicious because of his imperial upbringing by Azulon. Whereas Ursa is more happy, carefree, and more innocent because of being a young girl loved and cared for by her parents, Rina and Jinzuk. Whereas, Ozai was resented and neglected by Azulon due to his wife and Ozai’s mother Fire Lady Ilah’s death in childbirth. Even Iroh hated baby and child Ozai for quite a time until his teenage years. Ursa gives Ozai a glimpse of what his life and personality could have been if he wasn’t royalty and was loved by his father if his mother survived her death in childbirth.
Ursa was basically the Ciri to Ozai’s Geralt during her time as his ward under his protection. Ursa going to the Caldera Capitol and receiving a blood test is the reason why the Fire Sages found out about her being Avatar Roku’s granddaughter and basically convincing Fire Lord Azulon to secretly betroth Ozai & Ursa until they come of age to re-add Fire Avatar blood to the Fire Lord’s blood since the time of Avatar Szeto thousands of years ago! Azulon saw the marriage of Ozai and Ursa as destined by fate and of course the births of Zuko and Azula as well!
In a world of "I'm scared of Azulon" Azula is a "I'm scared of Ilah". Designs inspired by ributsulove's
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