“You are unbelievable. And when I try to be romantic you manage to do everything in your power to make it even harder for me but I love that about you because it’s who you are. And I love that you drink your coffee with more sugar than actual coffee because it’s as astounding to me as is your wit and your strength, your will to push and pull through whatever life throws at you. Even when life gave you me, you turned it into the most beautiful thing you could have ever created. I was lost when we met, unsure of everything, really. I just did whatever without thinking because what was the point? I could take revenge and then, then what? I could just as much have been erased from existence and it wouldn’t have made a single difference. But then you came along with your flailing arms and dramatic gestures and mimics and words dressed in sarcasm and changed everything. You literally immersed my life in daylight, you literally gave it color and life, you did that without an effort, without as much as the blink of an eye. In you I found sense. In you I found trust. In you I found life and I found love and courage and strength and security. In you I found myself and with you I’m not lost, not wandering, I’m right where I want to be, where I feel home and accepted and most of all truly, unconditionally and without any fault: loved. I had nothing. I had lost quite literally everything… but you, fuck, you turned the tables, you completely shifted my life and maybe that’s a bad thing because if I ever lose you I will.. I will die. I *will* die the worst, cruelest and most awful death there is. I don’t ever want to be where you are not, never. Where there is you, there is me and there is no after you, no before you and there is absolutely no me without you. So I’m asking you, Stiles Mieczyslaw Stilinski, will you be my beginning, my middle and my end? Will you marry me?” @the-heros-sidekick you continue to and never cease to make me the happiest werewolf alive
