#fustrated

[foolishaj]

Dude I hate that chan has to keep telling people to respect his boundaries. Like why are we shoving a camera in his face? He’s a human being, not a fucking circus animal! It’s not that hard for you to be a decent human being. You shouldn’t be at the airport in the first place!

[xxxi-love-skips13xxx]

I want to read omegaverse fanfic but all the ones I've seen on this app are BULLSHITTT

Its ALWAYS female reader, ALWAYS an omega (which they don't do anything interesting with), and the GUY LOVE INTEREST is some UGLY OLD GUY from a live action show I don't know about.

Idk guys, I'm new to Tumblr

Could I get some recs on some good original character queer omegaverse with interesting dynamics and smut? (I'm hoping to write some in the future)

[idkwhattogibe]

I swear to God.

I swear, to whoever’s up there-

please, just stop.

Stop leaving us hanging in the middle of a masterpiece. I’m begging you.

I get it, writers need breaks. You can’t just dive headfirst into a storyline without time to breathe. Creative work takes time—a lot of time. But not a freaking decade. Especially when you know your readers are holding on for dear life, waiting for that next chapter.

A week? Sure. Two weeks? Fine. A month or two? We can deal. But months on months? Even years? That’s brutal.

We readers understand that life happens. Things get hectic, emergencies come up—you’re probably trying your best. But we’re trying too. We’re showing up, checking for updates, holding on to your story because it matters to us. Some of us literally open the site just to see if you’ve posted anything.

And every single time I find a masterpiece, I get sucked into it… then bam—life sucker-punches the author and we’re left stranded in the middle of the plot. No closure, no updates, nothing.

All I’m asking for is something. A note. A post. A little, “Hey, no more updates, sorry” or “It’s gonna be a few years, give up now.” At least then we can mourn properly instead of refreshing like fools.

[reizoko145]

[megadraws24]

All bots will be blocked! I've recently done the rounds of blocking and reporting so many of them. I only want lovely humans, like you, to follow me! :D I'm so thankful to everyone that has done so far! You're awesome!!

[c-dogs-world]

Honestly I don’t get it. Like I try so hard to be the best person I am, to fight my way through every time I get knocked down every single day and the second I get happy and actually feel free it gets taken away from me. I don’t know what I did to deserve this pain, people say things happen for a reason. So I’m supposed to go through this pain every day for a reason, what reason to be pushed over the edge and give up. Every time I feel good and life is great something happens and I just go back to being depressed. I thought I was out of this but the second I’m alone it gets bad. I have no friends no family to help me I’m in it alone like I always have been. Even tho I’m so tired mentally and physically of pushing and fighting I still got to do it even when I feel like I’m giving up. I just want a break is that too much to ask?! I got to keep going but at the same time is it worth to keep going I don’t know but one way to find out I guess. I’m alone in this and I will always be alone. Till next time hopefully I’ll be happy. Because this sucks and I’m tired of feeling like this and feeling alone. I’m alone…

[herorchidlov3r]

I am my biggest disappointment and my biggest failure.

"I am my biggest disappointment and my biggest failure."

I have failed and disappointed myself over and over again for the last decade, if not longer, and I am at a loss for what to do. I have multiple declarations dating back like 5 years of change and investment into my life but after a day or two I am back to bed rotting and scrolling on socials, I am back to wasting my days doing nothing and hating myself for it. I haven't had a semblance of a life in almost two years and my days consist of laying in bed and neglecting everything else and I wish I could say it was because of my mental health but it isn't. I'm not depressed nor have I lost the "lust for life" rather opposite. I would love to be outside and live my life, meet new people, experience things and create memories instead of slowly killing myself within the four walls of my room, instead of slowly ruining my life at a time where its supposed to be my best years. I cant even tell myself that I'll change, that I'll do better because I never do. I never change long enough for it to stick and I always fall back into the life and routines of a person that I no longer am. I am no longer a depressed teenager waiting for some miracle to save her from her from everything and yet I find myself still imprisoned in that reality whilst holding the keys to the lock. I am my own worst enemy and I don't know how to stop sabotaging myself from serious growth. I don't know how to allow myself to open the lock to cell and let myself out. Its like I am waiting for some major revelation, like the secret to life maybe, that will reconstruct my mind and cause me to change everything, but the chances of that happening are next to zero so I am stuck.

I need to start acting and behaving like I am in control of my life because I am. I am like 90% responsible for the current state of my life, everything that currently exists in my reality is an outcome of a choice I made, big or small, and I have to recognize that and take responsibility for that. A majority of the things I hate about my life are outcomes of decisions I made previously, mostly those I made with no care about how they would negatively affect me in the future. The reason I bed rot and spend my days doom scrolling is because I make the decision to do so. The reason I don't have a social life is because I never leave my house nor do I make the effort to socialize when I do leave it. The reason why I dislike the way my body looks is because I eat like shit and spend my days bed rotting instead of exercising. The reason I am constantly stressed about school is because I don't go to class, I fail my tests and let my work pile up to the point where I literally have no choice but to do it because its due soon. The reason I hate my life is because because I make decisions everyday that make my life miserable. And the sad part is, I know this. I know all of this, in fact I've known all of this for years and yet nothing changes. Even after all this, I am probably going to hit "Post", crawl back into bed and doom scroll till I pass out. Thus cementing my first statement that I am both my biggest disappointment and failure.

[swimbuscuit]

This prolly makes me a bad person but I literally do not f*cking care about Felix home life. Pls stop showing it like how can you not. This is how much I hate this character. I rather see his white ass friend story than his idk his name. He's the one who bet him who can drink the red bull faster. Get rid of Felix pls I'm begging the writers atp