Small rant....Explaining maybe a little why my responses to things have been so down lately and so dry...
Ok so this Probably sounds weird and confusing to many people but I have a lot going on in my life right now and it's making my social and emotional battery feel so drained that everything I have to do or want to do feels like something I have to do or people are going to hate me because I didn't do it including Tumblr at the moment I love being on Tumblr don't get me wrong and I really really love role playing but lately it just it takes so much energy for me to do it then it makes me feel so drained and I feel like if I don't do it everybody's going to be mad at me because I haven't gotten to their ask yet so I feel like I just need to like put this out there that I'm not trying to ignore people and I'm not talking in role plays so down on purpose and so dry I just I don't think I have the mental capacity at the moment to give more than I can right now and I really want to be able to and I really really trying to keep up on this but if I fall behind please just know it's not that I don't want to do it it's just I can't do it at that moment I'm working on it I'm trying I'm trying to take time for myself and figure out what's going on my head that's making everything so hard to do. And me it's really hard to talk to people it's really hard to get out there what I need to say because I just feel like I'm being a burden on my friends or my boyfriend or really anybody I talk to because I shouldn't have to put my problems on them so trying to get out of my head is really hard because I can't figure out how to talk to someone without feeling like I'm just going to upset them...
