Jan 31
im like so crashing out right now i am not okay
#im currently fixated on elita's deaths specifically and like counting how many times she's died in animated medias/shows/films and how#AND I AM NOTTT LIKING THE RESULTS#I MEAN I KNEW. I KNEW OF COURSE I KNEW I'VE CRASHED OUT OVER THIS BEFORE#BUT SHE'S DIED/HAS A DEAD BODY MORE TIMES ON SCREWN THAN SHE HASNT IF IM COUNTING CORRECTLY#THAT'S COUNTING TFA AND ES. AND THAT'S NOT COUNTING ARIEL EITHER#IM GOING ISNANE#IM NO#I AM NOT OKAY#HWAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. SHE HAS DIED MORE TIMES THAN NOT#ALSO THE FACT THAT I'M FIXATING ON HER DEATHS *SPECIFICALLY* LIKE NO NOT HER POWERS OR ALT MODES#OR SOMETHING HAPPY. HER DEATHS. WHICH IS SO FUCKING DEVESTATING TO THINK ABOUT#LIKE I AM BREAKING MY OWN HEART. i mean yeah im always thinking about her but the fact it's her deaths specifically rn#i cnat do this
