Yup 😕
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Yup 😕
maybe i shouldn’t return to tumblr after days of silence and immediately fantasize on main abt having my period sync’d with jiejie caleb
Me: *tries to warn folks I’m too much right off the bat*
Them: you’re not, you’re just too self critical :)
Them: *continue hanging around me and get kind of close to me*
Them: *realize I am actually too much*
Them: *leave*
Me: “told you…”
i have never fit in
even emotionally, i care too much or too little, i’ll never have a place thats right for me
too weird, too normal, too insane, too sane
too much
how come in order for someone to have romantic feelings for me, i always have to change something about myself?
always need to polish something, hide it a bit, cut it out, stretch it out, paint it black.
i'm either too much, or not enough.
God I'm so fucking tired of people
Maybe im too fucking much
Maybe im too fucking clingy
God i need to fucking stop sometimes
He can have his own space
He doesnt need me cuddling upto him all the time
He doesnt need me constantly kissing him and trying to get his attention
Fuck hed do so much better with someone normal
Why does he even like me?
Theres no fucking positives to this
honestly my worst fear is someone loving me because i know i can never be what they deserve or what they want