#im venting

[thesedarkcafedays]

Heated Rivalry 1.04 Rose

Domesticity + Shane wearing Ilya's clothes

[infsomniac]

i wish i knew how to properly describe how terrible aspd boredom is to some people. they all seem to believe that its exactly like their regular boredom. that it can go away if they do something they enjoy.

mine has never gone away. my entire life has been attempts at trying to mask the feeling. because there is no making it go away. even during intense experiences, i know its there. but i will do anything to put it in the background even if it is for a short while. its even worse when you are bored of every single hobby. which means the only way to actually feel in control of it is by engaging in risky behaviours. hurting yourself. hurting others. putting your life in danger. engaging in illegal activities. whatever it may be. even that brief period of adrenaline is worth it to me. i dont like living like this.

[drugstoreshane]

[lu-writes]

Guess what…? I’m a lot of fun when I’m in a mood. And the mood never fucking stops. I’m a cute, soft lil lee who loves to get tied up and is oh-so-subby 🧸💕

Mmm, guess what else?

I’m super picky and don’t want anyone to dm me unless we know each other and I say I’m cool with it.

I have ✨boundaries✨ which are conveniently posted in my pinned post.

[no minors; no dms; kind comments welcome]

☝🏻 If you don’t understand what the above means, pls leave me alone.

[teaboot]

Theoretically I enjoy living with people but unfortunately when you tell people you're a neuroatypical raccoon with twelve ongoing hobbies, completely random work hours, and a series of admittedly unusual lifelong compulsions they tend to hear that and go "oh haha you're trying to be Quirky okay" and then save their ten million questions and concerns for when you can't run away

[chokit-pyrus]

[jayveesim]

IM VENTING IGNORE ME

I have a few more photos and I'm done with the next two parts. yall selvadorada is clearly trying to give me anxiety. Everything has to be done in small increments otherwise my shit crashes LOL

Im laughing to keep from crying.

Yall shouldn't care about any of this. LOL

but there's so much going on in the background that I have to summon certain sims for certain pics and change their clothes which might lead to a damn crash LOL. so that small increments shit I said earlier isn't really working.

It's actually annoying me so bad Im thinking of taking out certain parts. I refuse though!

I AM VENTING IGNORE ME

[romemok]

idk if i should be flattered or annoyed that my edit was taken from tiktok or maybe even here?, with watermark cut off and reposted to twitter by someone else with a way bigger account.

on one hand its like, wow it must have been a decent edit.. on the other hand i spent 6 hours on it and its really not cool. I've made peace with people stealing my gifs, they don't feel like they are good enough to steal but it happens and there is nothing i can do about it (i still dont want you to do it)

But that edit (as a newbie) took me 6 hours, 6 hours of my time. It just kind of makes me sick.