#aspd blog

[1xsantana]

As someone wASPD I don’t believe people understand what I mean when I say my boredom is insufferable.

Most people hearing me say im bored think I just don’t have anything to do at the moment but it’s not that, even in things that should be “exciting” are boring. It’s a continuous endless of being under stimulated no matter what I do, and anything risky only brings me a rush that lasts mere seconds & disappears as fast as it came, an endless cycle for all of eternity.

[infsomniac]

people are okay with you not having empathy until they find out that you also do not have empathy for children. or ( some ) animals.

[snuffdog]

people like me need to come with a warning label

[aspdfeels]

People with ASPD can experience polarized shifts in how they perceive other people, but these shifts do not necessarily resemble the classic black-and-white idealization/devaluation pattern commonly associated with BPD or, in a different form, NPD. In some cases, the shift may be more closely tied to perceived control, shame, status, ego injury, or the practical value of the relationship.

A person may go from viewing someone as “alright” to finding them intolerable after a relatively minor provocation, particularly when the relationship is distant, transactional, or already emotionally detached. The other person may be experienced as a hindrance, someone who has taken something from them, threatened their image, diminished them, or interfered with their sense of control.

The resulting change can sometimes feel less like an emotional pendulum and more like a decisive change in appraisal. Someone who was previously regarded positively may become the object of intense hostility, contempt, or exasperation after an ego injury or perceived threat to control. Conversely, once the person is no longer considered worth the attention, the hostility can give way to complete apathy or indifference.

In that sense, what looks like “splitting” from the outside may not necessarily involve the recurrent idealization–devaluation cycle often described in BPD. For some people, it can be comparatively abrupt and final: the person’s perceived value or meaning changes, and there may be little motivation to restore the previous relationship or emotional state.

[aspd-girl]

Hugs you! /nf You seem cool and I would LOVE to learn more about ASPD and CD, since I don't know much about it., and want to learnOn top of that, you seem really cool, and from your posts I read very clear with things. You are free to bite me anytime. for I...ALSO BITE/silly OMNOMNOMMM/silly

Naw thank youuu❣️

*hugs you back, very close and tight

It is nice to receive some feedback and that I can educate people on it.

*slowly moves her hand down your back

Also thanks for liking my personality, it is a disorder 😝

But feel free to bite me!

*reaches into the back pocket while being bitten

I also like you... aaaaand the wallet I just found! 💸

Feel free to tell me which episode you enjoyed the most: emotionally, educationally. What surprised you the most? I will pay you with your own money for your opinion!

[autopsyfreak]

fucking with people i dislike and making them miserable to cure the crippling anhedonia has me thriving better than any psychiatrist’s advice i’ve ever received.

[actually-aspd-culture]

I was generally curious to know what do you think are some misconceptions about psychopaths/sociopaths and ASPD in general.

Myths, misconceptions and generalizations about ASPD: 1. We're all incapable of feeling guilt, remorse, or shame. While some of us may feel that way, the majority of us still have the capacity to potentially feel these things. Most of us are simply emotionally detached and thus have a harder time identifying these emotions within ourselves. That does not mean they are entirely absent. A lack of awareness of ones emotions does not equal a total absence of them.

2. It's very easy to identify us. Your average antisocial person masks in order to survive in society. It can be quite difficult to correctly identify some of us. There are many cases in which you may never know someone has it unless they directly disclose it to you. 3. We are all abusive. Some of us may behave in these ways as a result of having abusive behavior normalized to us during our upbringing. With that being said, abusive behavior is not an essential lifelong cornerstone of our existence. We can learn, grow, and do better like any other person. We must hold ourselves accountable for our own actions regardless of what disorders we may have. 4. We're aggressive or violent all of the time. I won't pretend like there is no link between ASPD and unhealthy expressions of anger, but that doesn't mean it has to define us. It's entirely possible for someone with this condition to work on healthier modes of self-expression. 5. We're incapable of prosocial emotions or behaviors, especially love and caring for others.

We are capable of experiencing a much wider range of emotions than people may realize. Many of us are able to successfully maintain long-term interpersonal relationships despite some of the difficulties we may face in connecting with others.

6. None of us want help, know we need help, or choose to go to therapy willingly of our own accord. Developmental trauma can normalize a lot of unsavory trains of thought for people. This may make it harder to identify when a behavior is unhealthy. That doesn't mean we're all incapable of knowing something is "off" about us. We may not always know how to help ourselves initially, but that is not necessarily for a lack of trying. 7. We're evil. ASPD is caused by a mixture of genetics and childhood trauma. No one is born "bad" or "evil". There is always a deeper reason for a person's behavior.

[exquisitecorpsez]

“You’re a psychopath” no, I’m a sociopath. There’s a difference:)