#imnotwhereiwanttobe

[humandrift]

It’s hard when you don’t know your path, don’t know your why, because you’re susceptible to listening to your eyebrow lady or your Pilates teacher or your boyfriend’s coworker tell you what you should do with your life.

-journal excerpt, Oct 2024

[missiondelish]

My contribution to #throwbackthursday my friend @mulatticarica sent this to me over the weekend. I sometimes forget how far I truly have came its moments like this that reminds me!! We were doing something in College at The Michigan State University somewhere between 2002-2003 I'm sure in that timeline. A #picture never lies. #journey #trusttheprocess #trustthejourney #weightlossjourney #weightloss #fitfam #fitnessjourney #followmyjourney #imnotwhereiwanttobe but I definitely am nowhere near where I was. I still wasn't at my highest weight here. Thank you Becky for my memory as I never took pictures of myself due to my depression and shameful feelings of myself.

[gooeyghost]

I have a hard time accepting my age and still feeling 12 years old. I wanna be called mom. #imstillalittlegirlatheart #gonnabe25 #idontfeelit #imnotwhereiwanttobe #canihaveakidyet? #selfreflection