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[madscientistfrommars]

I Spat In A Mad God’s Face So It Forced Me Into A Body That Isnt Mine And I'm Miserable Now So I Steal Scissors From The Store To Contemplate Suicide In The Public Bathroom

20/07/2026 Blood on a bathroom stall divider.

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[lady-elle]

oh mi gad I just realized,, I'VE BEEN CLEAN FOR TWO-THREE YEARS!! wahoo yippee!

[haru-urara-irl]

I beg and beg for you to stop one day

It's pointless and meaningless is my say

You don't think I know

Hollow heart, dosed up in woe

I cry to a moon that can't hear me

To stars that I will no longer see

You rip through the grass, wrecking into the dirt and mud

I sometimes watch you when you can't see me, the misery makes my pulse thud

You don't even hide the earthy stains on your hands and arm

But you still pretend everything is fine, as if I'm oblivious to harm

You're just bored, and I'm just miserable

I wish my love was enough

[sillaycritter0w0]

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Better hit styros in one swipe /ref

[the-girls-love-my-fag]

friendly reminder its not a relaspe if you were never addicited (<-says Bad At Coping boy)

[burntpaws]

compulsion, relapse, and morality

[pinkelotjeart]

Koby week day 1: scars

[vitalityglitch]

i genuinely dont know how much longer i can take this. Its always around a birthday too thats just lifes special way of trying to fuck me over

This is all so fucking ... And honestly such a non-issue to mebut im just fucking Mad i'd punch a wall or something but im too much of a fucking wuss to do so (which soiunds corny as fuck forgive me) but to think my own fucking father doesnt want me or the rest of his children enough to try and work things out . HE'S LEAVING FOR SUCH A STUPID FUCKING REASON TOO THATS THE THING. fuck this. Fuck everything. i shouldve killed myself that night when i had the chance. all of this and for what??? What do i have to show for it???????? this is fucking stupid. This is all so fucking dumb and i shouldnt be angry about it

this isnt even ABOUT him leaving ljke may 23rd (day before my birthday, and 2 days before a friends) and september 8th (7 days after a very close friends birthday) i experience the worst suicidal breakdowns of my life and you can basically fill in the rest, december 29th dad leaves us and his whole family behind for some chick in california and today he FINALLY ACTUALLY tells us he's not. coming back. hes probably gonna go to california. hes just waiting for the divorce papers and the custody agreement to be finalized before he does. Why????????????? Did he ever even love us in the first place???

he came by. Today. to get us some dinner. but i didnt go. while my brothers did. and i assume he tried to spout the same bullshit that he tried to spout to ME over text i didnt even give him my number. He didnt have my number he never talked to me at all over the phone until he left . I dont want to see him. He is an idiot and a liar and a coward and if he tries to contact me one more time i swear to whoever out there im going to do something seriously bad to myself and send the photos to him

this is stupid. this is all stupid. this is a stupid thing to be pissed off about. Sorry. all ive ever really been good for is making other people worry about me