#important broadcasts

[deerixiie]

i just heard about the sakusa hate night stuff going on and— if you genuinely hc him as a homophobe and participate in random and ridiculous hate about him— unfollow me. unfollow me right now. it’s so cruel and selfish to do that to someone’s comfort character. this is ridiculous and it’s pissing me tf off.

[deerixiie]

APPRECIATION POST!!

june 29th, or a little more that 6 months ago i posted my first fic. that was honestly the best decision of my life because tho tumblr is a hellsite it’s a hellsite that got me through a hellish year. i just want to come out and express my extreme gratitude for all of the people who have gotten me through 2020.

my followers. i remember when i first hit 100 and i was so excited bc 100 ppl in the world actually appreciated my writing enough to follow me...and then more of you guys started coming and sent sweet asks and suddenly i felt so loved 🥺 i didn’t expect to gain the following i did on this hellsite but i did and i love you guys so much :( thank u so much for being here through it all and making this year so much better!!

character anons/other anons; i know i don’t have much and not all of u are active but you!!! you guys are the bestest people on earth!!! shoyo, haji, yams, and all my noya anons,,, i love u guys sm. seeing you in my inbox made me so happy and i loved interacting w you 🥺💗 i hope you guys have an amazing new year and i hope you can talk more soon!! same goes for my other anons, 💜, 🍁, iara, and all the other anons that have send me asks, i love you guys so much!! getting anons and asks was something that made me feel so appreciated and important and seeing your asks always made my day!! ily guys <3

@sa-suga, @neonghxst, @sanso, @starrysamu, @stelleum, @myelocin, and a whole bunch of others writers; you are the most amazing people on the planet. writing on a site like this that gives little to no appreciation is so amazing of you :( your fics have made me smile, laugh, cry, and even grow as a person and i’m so grateful for that! bc of u i was able to distract myself from all the crappy things that happened this year. ily guys so much!

and now, my mutuals!!

@hajiimes; cola i will always always start with you. my closest friend, writing genius, someone i can bounce ideas off of, ask for help, watch movies with, voice call for hours with, and simp over characters with. getting close with you was one of the best things of this year and i really appreciate you for it. its really refreshing to have such a close friend i can really turn to and talk to about stuff that’s bothering me and i know i do it a lot and i’m a terrible friend sometimes but you’re always there for me :( and yeah we tease each other a lot and you’re honestly so annoying sometimes but yeah it’s fun and i love you so <3 STOP MAKING BREAKUP PLAYLISTS OKAY IM SORRY

@sugakuns + @suikazura + @kageyuji + @miyasangel + @giorvanna + @sophiawithstars + @hajiimes; i literally could not have gotten through 2020 without dinonet. it’s the first discord server and probably only discord server that i’ve really felt at home in because you all are so accepting and sweet. your support and love and kindness have gotten me past this year. i’ve been able to laugh and scream and vent and word vomit and be myself because of you all and i’m so appreciative of that. i cant wait for an entire new year with you all, ilysm!

@mehreya; you changed your url and i freaked tf out but ANYWAYS HEYYY~ rae i literally. i literally love you so much like. where would i be without you? you’re so welcoming and comforting and i love you so much :( if there’s anyone i’d share a deformed braincell with, it’s with you!! i feel like i can relate to you?? so much?? i literally keysmash in your inbox sending like 12 messages and i don’t have to worry about you getting upset because you do the same thing right back. we share really similar interests and you’re so compassionate and sweet and ugh i’m gna cry ily

@suikazura; bae i. how do i even say this. you’re literally the kindest, sexiest, funniest, loveliest person i’ve ever met. when i had a really bad day and broke down you were there to hype me up and tell me such wonderful things that i still think about all the time. you wrote a poem comparing me to the sun. ME?? THE SUN?? sui i don’t even know where to go with this ive never had someone do that for me and you doing that just makes me tear up and i’m tearing up writing this- and i love your humor so much despite the fact that it haunts me to this day and your art is so pretty and i could look at it for hours. like man i can’t believe someone like you exists i don’t deserve you at ALL. ilysm bubs

@cavalree; AZZIE WE HAVENT EVEN TALKED THAT MUCH BUT OUR CONVERSATION YESTERDAY WAS >>> THIS IS ME SAYING WE SHOULD TALK MORE WE HAVE A LOT IN COMMON

@fairyoomi + @luvromis + @rilacry; we’ve been moots for So Long but i have no idea what to talk about w u so i get intimidated and don’t talk :( ily guys so much though, you’re really sweet and kind and your humor is literally top tier. this is so weird to say but reading ur self-ship posts makes me so happy bc i feel like i can be open about my self-ship too,, it rlly comforts me and makes me feel loved hehe. i miss talking to u guys even though it was barely anything and i rlly hope 2021 is the year we get closer!!

@sophiashortcake + @star-puff + @kurooskult; we’ve recently become mutuals but i love your vibes!! i really hope i get to interact with you more next year so we can become closer <3

@bunx; BIG SIS!! literally i feel so bad for not talking to u because you’re literally the blueprint :( i just don’t know what to talk about and then get all freaked out XBSKSJD i’ve stared at your disc so many times debating what to say cbsjs but anyway thank you so much for being here from the beginning! i know for a fact ill wouldnt be where i am today w/out u 🥺 ilysm bubs

other moots that made this year so much more beautiful i want to get closer too!: @haikoo, @4fterh0urs, @run-004, @sugasugawarau, @s4ijoh, @gg9183, @baeshijima 🥺💗💗, @kozu-mei , @kaguol ily all so so much, you all are such amazing ppl and i hope we get to talk more!!

[deerixiie]

alright logging back in just to say that i think a big problem in the hq fandom is that it takes the tinest details in the show and blows them out of proportion, especially when it comes to characters. think of farmer ushijima, deadchi, flattykawa, kageyama being a milk boy, kuroo either being a sex god or a complete nerd, suna being a stoner because of his droopy-eyed appearance, or bokuto and his butt?? yes jokes are okay, but when it starts to get to the point where their characters are overshadowed by constant “jokes” it starts to become less funny and more annoying. you see them getting mischaracterized and everything, and no one actually takes time to discusss their actual character anymore.

[deerixiie]

INDEFINITE SEMI-HIATUS

okay hi guys 😰 idk but as you’ve probably seen i’ve been kinda inactive lately :( truth is i’ve been kinda falling out of the hq fandom, as in i haven’t been pushing myself to read a lot of fics lately and that’s causing me to kinda fall away from haikyuu. i’m sure as i indulge in more content i’ll be more active, but for the time being i’m kinda just neutral on everything. i’ve met more ppl and i’m connecting with a lot of people irl, meaning that i’m not really falling back to tumblr as much. i still occasionally write and come up with ideas, but now i’m kinda just staying here to post my smaus + occasional fics. this is not a deactivation announcement, i’ll leave my blog up but i won’t be as active as much. i’ll drop in to post the occasional fic + smau chapter and then maybe answer a few asks and then that’s it. this is the same thing for the other fandoms i’m planning to write for, inspiration really hasn’t hit for any them except for like,, one fic and i haven’t even started that yet 🧍🏾‍♀️i’m gonna try to get back into anime and reading fics because i really really miss this and i hate how disconnected i am.

tl;dr: i won’t be as active as much. i’ll just post the occasional fic + smau chapter

[deerixiie]

okay the thing that some of y’all need to get in your head is that people are entitled to their own opinions. you cant expect to log onto an online, public app and have the same opinion as everyone around you. it’s ridiculous and immature. if there is a creator who makes content you enjoy who has an opinion or mannerism or whatever that you disagree with, it is NOT your job to go on anon and tell them that. if it pisses you off that much unfollow or block them and that’s it. dont send hate about it. what you are doing is invalidating them and essentially saying everyone has to act or fit a certain standard you have for yourself. even if you try and act polite about it, realize that you are seeing them through the standards that you personally have. everyone has different opinions and beliefs. “okay,” you might say, “what if i like their content but don’t like that particular thing and it’s ruining my experience?” you can’t do anything about it babe!!! it’s their blog, their life. you have three options: accept their differences and still enjoy and consume their content, leave their blog and look for content/content creators that don’t bother you, or leave their blog and make your own content with your own opinions. and when i say make your own content, make your own ORIGINAL content. DO NOT plagiarize or steal other’s work.

look, this entire world is based off of having differences. in places where ppl with common interests group together differences are going to happen. we are not the same. you have the option to accept or ignore. notice how sending an ask about it isn’t part of that.

brief non-explicit mentions of dark content ahead‼️‼️

THAT BEING SAID, creators, do NOT try to push your opinions on others. especially if these opinions are ones that can trigger others. dark content creators, this means making sure you tag your content properly: no mainstream tags. i won’t get into this because it’s a headache to talk about, but just properly tw and label your content. tumblr is a place where we can disregard certain differences that we may have an enjoy and produce content and bond over it. of course, our opinions will come to play, especially when we are on the producing side. what you have to do is make sure you aren’t pushing or forcing your own agenda.

tl;dr: go back and read the entire thing, its three paragraphs not an english essay 😐

[deerixiie]

chile okay i’m saying this ONCE and only ONCE. death threats are not okay. you can disagree with someone, but do not send death threats. that’s just so insensitive and stupid?? unfollow. block. quietly disagree. just— no hate messages, no death threats. grow up.