#imsodepressed

[madmanii]

Vegi's turn

Bonus

14.1.2026, Commission Mani

[tire-toi]

Sad, angry, over sleeping, trying to be better every day tho

For him :

And him :

And mabey also for him:

[wonderouslyaimless]

FFXV: can u not

So...I beat FFXV this weekend. And shit, it really got to me. At first, I was mad. Then I was depressed. Then I kind of reconciled BUT NOW I'm mad again. Here’s why...

WTF Square Enix?! What the fuck. You guys just effectively ripped my heart of my chest then tried to stuff it back in with all your “OhhHH look at all of our DLC that’s going to be coming out!”.

No, I will not look at your DLC! (well, maybe later when I’m done being mad at you.) So right off the top of my head, here are my most wtf moments from basically chapter 9 onward.

I knew that Luna was going to die. I had accepted that. And I also accepted that Noct was going to be pretty upset by it. BUT what I did not expect is for you to keep showing me cutscenes of Luna after she died, pining for Noct and trying to come to terms with her dying body because she’s helping the boy she loves. 

And the scene with Luna, Gentiana and the wedding dress? WHYYy? It’s so fucking sad.

Ignis. Why did you have to go do my chocobro Ignis like that?? And have him stumble all around everywhere making me feel even worse for him?? Goddamnit.

Having Noct sleep for like 10 years. I get he had to wait 10 years for the ring to absorb the light but can you imagine how the rest of the crew felt? They must’ve felt so alone for that long. It kills me knowing that?? 

And the way Noct died? Jesus christ! Nothing like getting impaled by your ancestors one at a time. 

And THEN, the way Noct died AGAIN?! In the spirit realm, or whatever the fuck it was, he just disintegrated. God. 

ALL the different types of cutscenes that were just so depressing. The campfire. The final cutscene. This one really did it for me. They looked so damn peaceful and how they transitioned to the FF art and THEN NOCT IS ADDED. Fucking beautiful. I cried like a baby.

No, I lied - what really did it for me was the ending credits with Stand By Me playing and the boys pushing the Regalia. Ugh.

Also, this whole DLC stuff just pisses me off because you’re not technically playing after the game, you’re traveling BACK in time as if none of this happened and then continuing playing that way. It just seems so retroactive and not...appealing. But I’m just bitter lol.

People have been saying that the latter half of the story is like an emotional rollercoaster when it actuality, it’s more like a straight drop down into the pits of despair. BUT that’s just me. 

[minotauro8]

Siento que estoy en un punto en el que he perdido tanto que lo que pasa a mi alrededor ya no es tan importante, cada vez más pierdo sensibilidad y gano fortaleza, a la fuerza.

[vulgarstem]

rewatched a movie,journaled,and responded to no one’s texts. that’s enough productivity for today

[desolationofalostgirl]

girlhood is crying over a deep sea fish seeing the sun for the first time

[beautifulsoul247]

Her She Me

[o0redelle0o]

Im.not.Proud

Today i just lost it in front of my mom.. i yelled at my youngest sister “ if she is tired im fucking tired too”.. infront of my mom...some people might think its normal but not for me.. i didnt mean it but i felt that i disrespected her, and she doesnt deserve that... i apologized, i did but still and i dont have any excuse to why i did what i did and said what i said. I realized that Sometimes im just human too,,, i breakdown, i cry, i get mad and i scream and i lose all my temper,, its not something that i should be proud of but thats not gonna make me less of a person.. or human being.. I’M SORRY I AM NOT PERFECT, i make mistakes too, alot of it, i get tired too and frustrated and annoyed. And i dont even understand it myself.. im losing myself and my identity, i cant feel my purpose.. im slowly fading...</3 1o.21.2o19