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boys magica
List of ARGs I’ve played
To be edited as I remember or play more
Updated 9/5/2023
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Breathe in. Breathe out. Feel that breath enter through your nose and into your lungs. Feel your chest expand as it fills. Feel the air settle, and stay, and be stale. Hold your breath. Hold it. Patience. Slowly, exhale. Three, two, one. You are adrift. Feel your thoughts unravel, feel your mind unravel, feel your body unravel. You, unravel. Until there is nothing left. There was nothing to begin with. And this is how it is and how it should be. This is alright. All. Right.
Slowly hear the static in your head calm to a warm buzz. Hear it quiet, and a beat, two, three - it is gone. There is silence. No thoughts echo in this vast, empty headspace. No thoughts. No space. There is absolutely nothing here. Any thought that escapes the static settles down at the back of your eyes and makes a home there. A sharp, sharp pain that drills into your skull. Let's get rid of that. The pain. The eyes. The skull. Now there is no vision. No sensory input from there to be analyzed. Less work for the body. We are slowly relaxing.
You may feel your breathing more acutely now. Relax. Hear and feel its rhythm. It is your hourglass. Breathe in. Breathe out. Trust me. Relax. You are not relaxing. This is alright. Relaxation exercises can be difficult for the inexperienced. Just follow as I say, and trust me. Trust me. TRUST ME. Sensation is the most common source of stress. This is how you register the world around you. I shall strive to deprive you of sensation. Please follow my instructions. Peel off your skin. Slip your fingers into the lacerations of it and pull, and hear it tear off of your flesh in wet slicks. Bite your tongue to stop crying. If you bite it off, even better.
Slough off your muscles. Pick them off of your very foundations. Snap tendons and arteries and discard of them. Ignore the red. It is useless. It is more sensation. Ignore everything until you feel nothing but pain, and that pain cancels out to white noise. Breathe in, breathe out. You are now relaxed.
teen psychic party 2020 (please click for better quality)
Alice (left) belongs to @ectoplasmfear, Kidd (center) and Senior (right) belong to @lazy-tan
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