#infp confession

[that-whichisnot]

I want you to know

I want you to know that I am trying as hard as I seem able to try.

I want you to know that I am not completely sure that I believe this.

I want you to know that I seem mindful of this.

I want you to know that I feel badly about this, and it seems to be poisoning me.

I want you to know that I do not wish to feel bad, and that I would NOT feel bad if I didn’t believe that you hold higher expectations for me than I seem able to deliver.

I don’t know if this is true, but this is what I seem to believe.

I want you to know this, and will leave it to you to decide whether you want me or don’t want me in your tribe.

I do not seem to be able 
to try any harder.

What can you do to alleviate my poison?

Would you rather I hold onto it?



Should I leave it to you?

Or should I simply 
let go of my poison, regardless of you, and be grateful for what comes?

Grace is the antidote to poison.

Grace leads us to believe that we are immortal, no matter how we see ourselves, no matter how we are.

Grace tells us that we have nothing to fear.

This is what I believe.

I want you to know.

2/12/21 thatwhichisnot.com

[infp-confessions]

Seeing people being so mean to each other really makes me sad, I can physically feel the pain, but I feel like whenever I tell someone, they don‘t understand me. Most just think I‘m being too sensitive, that I should just accept reality, but what kind of world is that, in which treating each other like dirt is considered normal? Idk this just really makes my heart ache, and I guess all I want is some love. I sometimes feel really alone because of that mindset. Thank you for this account

This is totally normal and understandable. This year has been very rough for those of us who empathize really deeply with those around us. You are doing so good and you are heard and appreciated. Inbox me if you need a friend. ❤️

[deathofvera]

one of the hardest thing in a relationship for me is flirting back. 

[possiblyinfp]

life as an infp #2

me at school:

-the heck is happening

-i hate everyone and myself most of all

-this is so useless

-hella anxious

-wHY

-seriously just kill me

me at home at 1am in my pyjama with headphones on:

-as calm and happy as i could be

-i love humanity!!

-listens to some of the 600 songs in my playlist and dreams about being in a concert

-so many ideas

-motivation and energy increases 1000000%

-notices it’s 4am and it wouldn’t hurt to get some sleep

*morning*

same crap happens again:(((

[intp-ed]

INFP: UGH, I feel deeply about everyhting and I cry a lot

INFP: I wish i was a tough bitch like you

INTP: i overanalyze every single detail and it tears my mind apart yet I can't cry about it

INTP : maybe I also wish I was a sensitive hoe like you

INFP : me? Sensitive? a hoe? *starts crying* how dare you?

INTP: uh-oh... *feels guilty and over analyzes the situation for the next three months*

[chochote-sijali]

INxP Confession

I have three identities in me and I totally do not have MPD (or DID). Lol I have depression and anxiety, but here’s how I see it. These identities represent myself, my mind, and my brain.

My brain is the sickly, elderly grandparent telling my mind what to do. And my mind is my very confused, abusive parent trying to tell me what to do. And I, myself, wish I could ignore them both, but I’m worried sick for my grandparent. I approach with caution but never know what to do, believing I’ll cause more harm than good.

This is what it truly means to be stuck in a closed-off space you’re too afraid to get out of. It’s claustrophobic.

[justanotherinfpblog]

INFP Confession #201

Social media causes more anxiety in my life than I like to admit.

[muse-by-melissa]

Torn is the tapestry,

frayed

and falling apart.

And yet

she can't

let go.

So through her needle she threads

her last spool of hope.