I know we’ve been having a lot of laughs about my chaotic life, from skydiving despite being afraid of heights to living in a trailer circus
Blog about the deeper reason behind my 'embrace the chaos' philosophy. You see, my mom passed away at 55, and my dad was only 56 when he left us, too. Way too young. It's a stark reminder that life doesn't come with guarantees.
Sir Terence David John Pratchett, known to all of us as Sir Terry Pratchett. Was an english author, humorist, satirist and novelist. Best known for his work such as good omens, Discworld, night watch and many more. Sir Terry Pratchett was the UK's best- selling author of the 90s.
The good omens series was Sir Terry Pratchett's dying wish to Neil gaiman, he wrote Neil a letter, in the letter he told Neil to make the tv adaptation of good omens. Unfortunately he passed away before he ever got a chance to see it. He will always be part of the good omens series, his hat and scarf is in the show, and so is his spirit.
"If you trust in yourself... and believe in your dreams... and follow your star... you’ll still get beaten by people who spent their time working hard and learning things and weren’t so lazy"
We lost another Legend today. Captain Holt brought me so much comfort whenever life got difficult and now it won’t ever be the same again. May he rest in peace, reunited with his fluffy boy 🕊️❤️
One of the only beings to be there for me at all moments of my being and seeing living in and tolerating all of the loss and isolation and confusion before I slowly found my path after the surgeries is now unable to walk and I am debating feeding him with a water dropper. I'm being told that he's suffering and needs to be put to sleep. Only, I have felt that way before and also believed it whole hearted, because I barely ever sleep and wanted nothing more.....
I still got better, though I was suffering. I still got better. I was even put to sleep wrong through a couple surgeries, I still healed I think. Anesthesia and Euthanization are obviously complicated subjects with me. Also, warning: Dare I say triggering? This is someone that stuck with me ride or die through all my adult life trauma, addiction, destruction and the years of unending loudass music it gave birth to. He's not crying or in agony that I can tell, is it so cruel of me to not want to inject him with any outside adulterants and be here with him for a moment. However long that is?
I feel like I have time and there's no need to play or pay doctor. I've always believed in diving timing and trusting both patterns and numerology, and found my way full faith in it. Most times without memory because of a condition called retrograde amnesia. This video I feel blessed I just found is the most perfect and positive day, with my beloved rescued, turned rescuer "cat down the road" - Working out a riff idea while Panda chills happily behind me, as an old friend Nolan Morrow staying on my couch talks out my drum machine setup and I learn some #spiritscience
6 likes, 1 comments - rosyrhodesmusic on June 18, 2023: "When heavy metal meets drum and bass 🔥🎸🥁 Rocking out with some riff ideas with #dnb
I will miss you till our paths meet again,
"Until Valhalla!!"
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Panda, My favourite Norwegian forest cat friend, my coincidencentally rescued "cat down the road". Please lend me your strength and cool while I try to navigate this #roadtorecovery
Here's a song off of my first EP made with my first cat Freddie's pur:
Sometime in the future I'll share a song I made for my next pet Kitty Mercury that I called Left Behind. With Freddie Mercury and Panda, there have always been kitties around me when I've been creating, many times getting me to take a break and pet them
Blessed Be everyone, I hope I didn't leave anyone feeling down and please comment or pm about your moments of mental health, or wealth. I will come out of this stronger: I dropped a single Tarot twice yesterday: the Strength card both times. I drew temperance next time I consulted my cards. I'm blessed that this special guy will have taught me alot about both once I get back to feeling better and have some normalcy again. Have an excellent new year with your loved ones. Cherish every moment of it my friends! 🙏♥️🌹🛣️
In memory of the very best boy in the world...Today marks 2 years from his passing...
I painted you in one of your favorite places. I hope you know how much I loved you, Ozi. And I hope you keep the piece you took from my heart, safe and close...
33✨ Got my first tattoo for my 33rd birthday in April. My grandfather’s nickname for me was Big eyes and Breaking Bad was our show. Took a copy of his signature and had to get the pink teddy bears eye.
Cathartic. I felt like it took some of the sadness I harbored from his death away. I’ll always miss him but I feel like this is a piece to carry with me, always.🖤🥀
Legendary San Francisco Stripper Carol Doda. She passed away at age 78 in 2015.. Born: August 29,1937. Died: November 9,2015. She was the first Stripper to go topless.