productivity is over! i’m sick of her!
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productivity is over! i’m sick of her!
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people that read books with a pen in their hand to be prepared to annotate are dangerously sexy
brb manifesting my future to be all about early mornings, the smell of coffee filling my flat in the centre of a european city, i’m not using my phone for the first hour of the day, reading my book that i love and can’t ever put down, looking outside my window, there’s rain but the sun is out, the grass grows very high and very green, the air is crisp, birds outside are singing, the day ahead is long, i’m a student in a good university, i have a supportive group of friends that love me and i love them, we’re all different but our spirits are alike, i find myself attractive and funny, i see a therapist every week and can afford it, i hike to the nearby lake every now and then and sit quietly to think, i’m healthy, my skin is clean, my hair is long and smooth, i haven’t bought any new clothes and haven’t been on instagram since 2018, life is good
i dont wanna offend anyone but start reading and learning about the opposite opinion in a way that allows to know what you’re up against or maybe decide to change your mind on some political manners because consuming content that constantly tells u that ur right and smart and that ur opinion is The Perfect Objective Truth is lame and boring
[28.8.20] i’m starting to suspect that my subconciousness tells me not to tidy my room at night just so i have something productive to do the day afterwords.
and i did! didn’t take any after pictures, but for now enjoy these befores that i doodled over.
song rec to make you smile
[21.10.20]
yesterday i found myself yearning hard so i picked up the corniest book i can think of that’ll quench my everlasting thirst for intimacy - nicole krauss’s the history of love. anyway, it’s really not corny! it’s great! i was reading a few pages as the sun was setting and found myself laughing aloud and just having a really nice time. so i highly recommend it. also changed a lightbulb and felt (quote unquote) “productive”
a song to make you dance a lil
Life update to the literally 0 people who care:
As i was taking a walk this last wednesday i got bitten by some bug. The bite got bigger, itchier, more red and very swollen. I remember it happening to my friend so i was pretty calm about it for a day & a half but then i just couldn’t sleep at night because it was so swollen and irritated. The next day my dad gave me some antibiotic pills and we weren’t really worried. That until the bite’s size doubled in a day (to the size of nearly my entire thigh) so my dad came back to connect me to an IV in my bedroom (he’s a doctor! i’m so grateful we could do that instead of take someone else’s place in the ER).
Anyhoo, my mental state is shite, i’m stuck to bed and i’m very nervous because i’m drafting to the IDF in a WEEK. But i’m getting a little better everyday.
Stay safe, people.
today i woke up at 5 am and couldn’t bring myself back to sleep.