#internalized transmysoginy

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Feelings about my body

Earlier, I tricked myself into feeling good about my body by like closing my eyes and do a lot of imaginative work. It's getting more difficult to feel good for even a moment before it passes, or I'm embarrassed with myself, or I remember what a joke my body is (like culturally--actually a joke) and I feel suddenly disgusted with myself