Dragonwyck (1946)

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Dragonwyck (1946)
I wanna know where Julian finds these beautiful songs
Sly narrates ...
I am sitting on the windowsill while I am staring at her. Barbara. She’s crying she spends many hours crying and to be honest I don’t get the point of all this sadness. Her eyes are dark brown, very dark but when she cries such an unbelievable profusion of tears her iris becomes dark red, like embers. There’s hope then!!! She’s partly evil! Not in the bad sense, I mean…
What I wanted to say is that she’s a cat-alike girl and she has the chance to learn from me a little more and to listen to what I have “to say”
Then I hear a name, a German name, she whispers this name like if it were a magic word, maybe she’s thinking about another feline. Oh wait, she’s looking at me and as I am a cat (the blackest one among a stack of black cats) I read her mind with ease and the feline appears to me. Nice. Not perfect but nice. The blue-eyed feline (quite big to be defined as a simple cat). A little clumsy, intelligent but not cunning. He’s shy, he panics and they are incapable of communicating.
Oh God! What a bizarre choice of her. But she’s also human, partly human. I have no say- so as she’s a partly-human woman. I tried to train her but we’ve got really strong self-esteem issues to solve. Will she ever learn to act and behave like me? Nah.. She’s some sort of a cat-alike creature but as she’s partly human, in some areas of her life I decided to give up. And I strongly recommend to do so to all cats that find themselves in the situation of being “sapiens” owners.
My sister, who is as black as me, told me “leave and let leave, humans feed us and they love us. This is the only thing that really matters”. Yes I agree but as I am perfect and all the knowledge of the universe is nestled in my precious mind I owe Barbara a little training
I go to Cam, I'm in 2nd year, and my best friend is a German international. We absolutely get along and it's super fab. But I have anxiety and there's this stupid voice in my head that reminds me that her real best friends are back home. I know I'm her best friend here, but something makes me wanna be sick when I think that I'm pouring my love into this friendship and she might not feel the same. So stupid but any tips on how to stop these anxious thoughts before I ruin our friendship?
Well I mean, I think probably the most important thing to recognize here is that it’s fine and normal to have multiple ‘best friends’ at this point in life. People are complicated and they change and their relationships reflect that. So even from uni, my best college friend is really different than my best degree friend and they’re both really different from my best job friend. If I want to go out, I would call college or job friend; if I want to laugh at some stupid bioanth humor or have life plan chats, I’d probably be more likely to call degree friend – and there’s nothing wrong with that! You’re probably a complicated person, and so is your friend. Having multiple friendships that fill different places in your life is no bad thing.
And the fact that she’s international adds another layer: there’s always going to be a part of her life that you don’t understand and can’t fulfill. Being international is really weird and occasionally you need to go on a big rant to people that understand. You’re never going to be able to be that person for her and that’s fine. So I’d just take a breath and remember that you’re important to her. You don’t have to be –and really shouldn’t be– her entire life.
❤ I HAVE BEEN ACCEPTED ❤
I am so excited!!!
I must say, I have recieved a lot of help in this days. I just can’t believe the distance between WV and Mexico City and the friend I made. playfulobsessions Thank you, mostly for your support. ❤
Although I still have to make some arrangements I’m doing them with great pleasure.
ME RIGHT NOW. 🎉
Check my TODO list C: I think everything is going well. It doesn’t show my other checks but this is for today!
My other blog: https://www.tumblr.com/blog/international-student--stuff
Getting stuff done~!
Got in touch with USAA.
The number they provide from the International Customer Service center for South Korea is a stupid "test number."
"You have reached the blahblahblah test number. This call has been successful." *click*
dafuuuuuuuuuuuhhhh.
So I just called regular customer service. It's their opening hours anyways in the States.
Apparently they did send a new card to my registered USA address in like June, my parent's claim never receiving it so we ditched that and the nice lady issued a new one for me. We walked through the Korean address system (I pray to God the Korea Post figures it out, since it's all written in English-form.) Got the fee waived since I never got the first one, and expedited~ should arrive by Friday by FedEx whatwhattttt.
So that's one money problem solved!
Things about North Hemisphere than South Hemisfere don't undestand:
The school year beginning in August or September.
3 vacations for year.
Things about South Hemisphere than North Hemisfere don't undestand:
Reveillon in summer time.
Christmas in summer.