Mar 21, 2022
I had to socialize so much lately that I now need to stay home for a whole month.
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I had to socialize so much lately that I now need to stay home for a whole month.
Ugh, I really hate talking on the phone to people I don’t know, though I had to and it sucks even more because I literally just woke up.
So I went out for the first time since the whole quarantine thing,yeah I am a major introvert who barely gets out of the house.But part of me has been wanting to do this for some time now.Since we needed stuff and we also had a little bit of extra money,me and my sister went to walmart first.Then went to get something to eat and Starbucks.I Wore a mask of course and I had a pretty good time.I also can’t help thinking of those TickTocks where they talk about how easy qurantine is for us introverts because we don’t get out much anyway before this.That go on to be like this is going on for so long that even we want to get up and out now-this is me.
When people realize that some people just don’t talk, because they just have f**king nothing to say? It’s hard, especially, if they think you have sucky social skills, but don’t. Like, gee Karen, the only way for me to talk about something is to force myself to talk for no reason! *sighs*
Classmate: what do you do on Friday night?
Me: watch Netflix and work on my stories.
Classmate: no parties? No beer?
Me: I'm 20 years old and I'm a introvert. What makes you think I would do that?
Classmates: You need to be social? And you won't be a crazy cat lady?
Me:
Me: Fuck you.
my friends ask me why I’m grumpy and it’s just like no, it’s not you, i just don’t want to talk to people for the next 48 hours
Mad about something messing up in my car and trying not to cry in front of my family. We're waiting for Dirty Santa gift exchange. I don't know what the holdup is, but I need it to be done so I can leave. I've been surrounded by people for three days and I need to be alone!
I'm at a party right now and I can physically feel my Life drain away..