making art
I always find myself asking
if I should write this down
if this moment is good enough to turn into prose
life is poetry
will I be the one to declare it as such?

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making art
I always find myself asking
if I should write this down
if this moment is good enough to turn into prose
life is poetry
will I be the one to declare it as such?
i love when people on letterboxd have seen like 2000 odd movies but their top 4 is still somehow new leonardo di caprio movie + classic tarantino movie + christopher nolan movie + marvel movie
why does no one on the internet talk to me :,(
i wANNA TALK TO MY INTERNET FRIENDS DAMNIT
send asks, message me, reblog my posts
jUST TALK TO ME IM NOT THAT INTIMIDATING I SW EA R
......And no one on this street's ever called a cop in their life.
And as i lay, Im not just a tired body But a tired soul
Midnight thoughts (March 29th, 2016)
I don’t know if I’m going to properly articulate exactly what I’m feeling rn but I’m going to try. In regards to socializing and the time I’ve spent looking inward and questioning our social patterns and expectations, I’ve found it increasingly more difficult to engage in conversation with people ever since I’ve decided to unlearn social norms and conventions and have actively refused to partake in them. And even overhearing people engage in these norms (I’m mostly talking about small talk and the way in which we’re supposed to act around people we’ve just met) that I particularly abhor makes it even worse. Like, I don’t want to be obligated to get to know a person by asking them things that I don’t particularly care about.
I don’t mind telling someone my entire life story the first day I meet them or engage with them, but our own ideas of what’s appropriate prohibits me from doing so with most people and same with other people sharing deep personal thoughts/experiences with me. I’m just overall bored with these ideas of how we’re meant to socialize and I don’t want to actively take part in it, and I don’t want to sound pretentious but it seems that I’m moving forward and a lot of people are remaining stagnant and it bothers me. People aren’t questioning things as much as I’d like them to.
I feel like I need some kind of obligatory 2015 wrap-up post so here are some lessons I learned this year: 1. if you've gotten into something you hate - a job, relationship, class, whatever - it is okay to end it and it's not the end of the world 2. you can be absolutely sure that you have someone pegged, and still really know nothing about them 3. no old friend is mad to receive a text hello from you (and if they are, they aren't a friend) 4. you cannot constantly be rude while expecting respect from others 5. breathe in deep for 3 seconds, hold it a sec, and exhale very slowly to calm down and alleviate a panic attack 6. to avoid fish from sticking, put it into a screaming hot pan and give it time to unstick on its own before trying to flip it 7. having a mental disorder does not make you weak minded and there's no shame in feeling everything deeply 8. kings cup or mario kart is always a sure way to get the party started 9. if you wouldn't want it brought up at the dinner table, don't put it on the Internet 10. you can pickle anything