The Red BMX Iwanted to trade santa / god for my puppy back.
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The Red BMX Iwanted to trade santa / god for my puppy back.
school computers are my heaven.
my teacher has, and thank god, given us a free period instead of math.
i fished a writing assignment and and an essay. now this, tumblr, what i thought was a block wed-site on the computers is working better then it dose normally! (i get excited over little things)
i’d say that this firday the 13th is not that bad! (except the Unus Annus is ending, but hey! we all knew it was coming.)
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We came, we saw and we pulled gaffateip out of DrekkaDags ear. #HRHMetak was fun, only 3 days left and we are off to the European tour together with our friends from @official_korpiklaani and @turisasofficial. Seeya there! #trollfest #isgodreal #princess #norweiganfairytales #trolls #troll #kaos #beardedlady #fairytales #balkan #folk #kaiishere #kaiforprez #votekai #bananablowjob #fancyasfuck (ved Manchester-Terminal 1 Arrivals) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bt_RIk4AbD-/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=46bv7uvgcotv
When yo mama bust in yo room THE ONE TIME you ain't beating your meat. $o ou start to think... #IsGodReal ?? Lol. #JustOddGod
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Some people believe that the light you see before you die is only your brain trying to make the pain of death bearable, and some believe that it is God calling you home. I have always believed the latter; I was raised Catholic, baptized and the whole nine. The first time my Dad got sick I put a cross and a Saint Michael pendant on. That was 5 years ago and I haven’t removed it since.
Throughout my teenage years I wondered, as everyone does at some point, what the truth is. If there is a man in the sky watching over us, ready to call us home at any given time. For a while I stopped thinking about it and went on with my life, thinking I would just figure it out when the time came, that there was no need to focus on what happens when I die because I still had so much left to live.
My Dad passed away May 24th, 2016, 2 months and 4 days ago. I remember being in the hospital begging God to keep my Dad on Earth with me, for we had so much left to do together and he had so much life left to live. Obviously, despite my desperate pleading and bargaining with ‘the Man’ Himself, God had other plans. Since then my life has been a blur of depression and smiling through the pain. I’ve acquired a great sense of humor, to say one positive thing.
I think one of the hardest things about death is not truly knowing where your loved one goes. In my eyes, my Dad was a hero. We all sin and make mistakes, but if I were God, my Golden Gates would be wide open for him. But sometimes when I think of my Dad being in Heaven (most likely on a boat crabbing and fishing, listening to Sinatra), I wonder if he’s really there. I don’t want to imagine him in a bad place, paying for the sins of his twenties, but I can’t help but wonder. Sometimes, I fear he’s stuck on Earth, confused and alone, his soul just roaming through the world in another dimension. My Mom doesn’t like to hear about these thoughts, of course, because who wants to believe there is any other place my Dad could have gone?
Either way, I still say a prayer every morning. I thank God for who I still have in my life, I pray for the people who are trying to hurt me to find their own peace, and I pray for a good day (because, no pun intended, Lord knows I need one). I’m not angry with God, although I question His plans, and I do believe deep down that my Dad is in Heaven, but it doesn’t make it any easier. I wish he could write me letters, letting me know where he is and what he’s doing, who he’s seen up there. Unfortunately, that isn’t the way death works, and for the rest of my life I will have this piece of me missing. There won’t be a day I don’t wish for him to be here, enjoying his life and protecting me as he always has. My faith may waiver and my emotions run high, but somehow I still believe that God is real, that he has a plan, and that the light my Dad saw at the end of his life was not just a chemical coursing through his brain.
RIP Daddy. I love you.
Is God even real?
20 years. Young, but quite matured and able to think deep. That’s probably an enough time to realize and figure out that God do really exists. Yes, I still got like 50-70 years on earth. I might think of proving it wrong if I want to, but I would just end up in a blackhole. Everything around me, even the atoms in my body says that there is God. (Can’t wait to share you the book I’ve been reading!)
Hey. God doesn’t just exist, He lives within me.
For so many reasons I could give, I would prefer to just at least share one and remain everything for everyone to figure out on their own.
For all the times I would love to give up life and just wake up on other universe because of the tiring and impossible situations I am in, I wonder why I am still here. I just know someone’s holding me, and all my pieces together. Someone’s keeping me alive. Someone’s being my strength when I don’t even have the courage to open my eyes and get up on my bed every morning. Someone not from this world. Someone who loves me that I can feel it within me even without words, without physical presence or anything. Someone who knows me too well because He is for sure my Creator. Someone exists so I can live a life I don’t deserve.
Sorry that’s not one reason. I can’t help it. He’s real. He’s with you.
Ok so like I said earlier, I will give you a proper reply. First off I want to appreciate the fact taut you expressed yourself without being a total dick about it... I'm guilty of that at times. Before in get into why I get so upset I want to address your question "what about equality?". My disgust with religion is in no way about equality. I'm a sceptic, I automatically assume EVERYTHING is probably wrong unless it can be proven to me. With that being said I'll address what you're probably thinking right now after reading that "but Taryn, science cant explain everything and you can't prove that they're wrong!" You're right on both accounts. Science isn't trying to disprove god or saying that it's got everything figured out. Science isn't a group of people or just a bunch of facts... It's a thought process, one that I've come to rely on for how I make decisions in reality. This isn't just an idea, its a system that works. Religion cant provide those answers because that's not their realm. Of you want to debate morals and ethics I'll do so, but I'm talking about fundamental functions of our universe not 'who should be able to marry who' or "what kind of fish can't I eat?". I'm coming from a point of understanding Science to a degree that I don't see a need for a god to exist or Amy evidence of there being so. Could I be wrong sure? But I'm not making the claim that this deity exist so it doesn't bother me. I'm open to debate to change my mind. But I have never seen any reliable or measurable evidence, so I just assume its wrong. It's the same thing unicorns or elves, never seen any proof directly or indirectly so I just assume its an opinion. I have a sharp tongue sometimes and I used to be far worse, and from time to time I have to apologize for it. However, I'm the comment that you're referring to I'm not apologizing for because I feel like I didn't say anything wrong. I'm all for people wanting to believe in something... Its like telling a 5 year old that Santa isn't real and his parents are lyo g to him... That's the reality of the situation, yes, but it's a dick thing to do. I don't go to churches and start fist fights or seek out Christian blogs and spam them I just sleek my mind on the subject if I feel like you actually are in the mind set of having the debate. So I don't get upset at "god" exactly; more like the result of what the idea of god has produced. This is 2015 there are more atheist out and in science than ever before... And you know where that's got us? Inter-planetary travel, GPS location, quantum theory, we a space craft with a golf record on it with our history on it that left the fucking solar system!!! What has religion done besides oppress and kill? Besides stripping women of their own bodies, literally and metaphorically. Besides provoke war, prejudices, conspiracies and provide a source of justification for the sick and I'll minded? Nothing to even begin to make up for this. Speaking on the issue of morality, I find most religious figure heads to be sick, abusive, and torturous; not by any means worthy of my thoughts on a regular basis. Growing up I was taught pseudo science creation as a basis for how I understood the world. This was ultimately what I clung too to back up my Christian views. I feel like I was truely robbed of a proper education and a good standard to base my morals off of. So I think I have every right to get a little bit short on the subject every now and then. Moving on, slightly When people allow silly and damaging ideas become popular and unchecked they can become dangerous. I'm not saying we should censor these views rather bring them into the light for public debunking. Think about it this way... There's a man who thinks he's god or at least says so... (Why this person does I won't get into) You're like "uhhhh, ok Billy sure you are!" And try to be supportive... Then Billy gets around impressionable minds... Kids, elderly, challenged... Those people hear you "tollerating" billys views and use that as evidence to back their ever growing faith in "Billy the almighty". Billy decides he wants to have his followers do something crazy and they do it.... They get hurt, other people get hurt, there is nothing positive about the situation. Believe it or not this is how cults get started all the time. Look up some of the crazy down south cults that have done horrendous things. Religion is poison as a great man said a few times, if bares nothing but pain and death. People can have the things that are good in religion like giving back and loving people and taking care of them, without needing a bigoted document to guild them. I understand that it can be viewed s a good thing because if the community the churches bring to its members, keep the church, lose the negative ideologies. If I look at the whole situation from as far back as I can and I ask my self "does the evidence lead me to believe that religion is a positive influence on the human race?" I have to say fuck no. People chose their religion, they don't choose their skin color or birth demographics that influence their developing minds or their sexuality or gender identity... There's a lot of things that people can't chose but religion isn't one of them you can chose to go back and forth with ideas as information comes and even choose not to chose. This is way different from your core identity. This leaves religion up for a free for all with the rest of the things we should really review our stance on. I if I missed anything or you would like me to expound upon please let me know and thanks for writing me