#iskx diary

[theladwhoisweird]

I should have started studying at 7 pm or 8 but I let doom scrolling addiction got better of me... again

Typing this post isn't helping.

10:45 pm but I still have a chance to lock in, I guess.

[theladwhoisweird]

I envy those folks who can study attentively and don't easily lost into distractions. Those who can maintain their focus through every session, you're incredible.

Also, those people who can effortlessly learn whatever topics they consumed. I wish I can comprehend, deeply memorize, and understand lessons immediately.

[theladwhoisweird]

I'm overwhelmed with the Geologic Time Scale...

Where to start? Many ages and periods. Eons and epochs. What are the only necessary to memorize? How many of these will show in the exam?

[theladwhoisweird]

The site I'm soly relying on for the organized and comprehensive review for the entrance exam is currently on error.

How anguish.

[theladwhoisweird]

Genuine question, folks.

What's your background music or playlist when you're studying?

[theladwhoisweird]

It's hard to force yourself on reviewing when your body deep inside doesn't want to lock in.

I scheduled three days for Math. That's Monday to Wednesday. But it's already Friday now and I haven't finished a SINGLE TOPIC! This topic can easily one night or two with fours for each night.

What's wrong with me? I'm not even good at studying. I'm only good at being distracted and procrastinating and ranting.

I want my study to have progress because an entrance exam is no joke. 10 months is not enough.

Should I push further or rest and waste more time?

[theladwhoisweird]

How would I learned and explored if almost everything is behind paywall?

[theladwhoisweird]

Them: Knowing what love is

Me: Knowing what love waves are