Jul 18, 2023
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Boring personal stuff I felt like sharing.
So even after desperately wanting to finish my next Shenko fic I still didn’t. There’s too many other things I want to do on my rare days off.
And tomorrow I go back to hellish work where we’re trying to settle in new babies whilst still settling in old ones. All they do is cry and it’s so incredibly mentally draining.
The BF is behind me quitting if I want to. And I have a decent amount of money in the bank if I decide to. I’ll stick it out for a while, see how it goes; might be better than I think it’ll be. Either way I still don’t get paid enough for what I do.
If I do quit I’m going to try and make some money on my own, the BF says he thinks I could write/design children/baby books. Or I’m thinking of some kind of blog where I show different messy/sensory activities you can do with your kids.
I dunno, we’ll see.
I'm not some blender you can pour your favorite shit into and hope I'll come out as the result you hoped for. I'm a real, living person with a personality and dreams of my own.
But no really....
I said i was going to sleep but, my mind figured why do that when you can stay up and think about your problems...
Thought not much was going on in new 52 while I wasn't paying attention. Batman, Wonder Woman and Superman have all disappeared, Arkham and Blackgate have been opened in Gotham and the whole world seems to be falling apart. So much to read but I have a feeling the writing wont be great so I don't know
i need a therapist :(