#it's getting easier

[dinosaurwithablog]

Last night, I tried to paint a jellyfish with my watercolor paints. It was fun. I'm still getting used to the way the paint just does things on the paper, but that's a big part of the fun. I'm starting to feel a little more comfortable using this kind of paint. Next, I need to try to paint a bird or a butterfly. I think that would be a fun challenge. 😁😍

[thievinghippo]

Had a delightful gaming session with @jegaphone where my murder princess came into her inheritance. She is now her father's favorite murder child and I'm so proud of her!

Bonus picture. Can Sorrel offer you a worm in these trying times?

[3raccoons1trenchcoat]

My laptop is out of commission for a bit so (oh nooo) I have to touch grass and draw/practice sculpting instead of coding obsessively as usual 🌻

3D stuff can be really intimidating! it does get better though! (trust)

(first sculpt vs third sculpt vs ???th sculpt) (designs for 2+3 by my awesome sibling<3)

[journeytodrawiii]

So, I both started and finished this page last night, much to my surprise. I think it's a banger. Partly because I haven't given myself much time to really reflect on my feelings lately, which sucks, but can lead to some really great creative little outbursts like this.

So what this page covers a w i d e range of topics. One of them being the way I struggle to feel good about myself without a romantic partner. The character without a (defined) face and BIG hands is supposed to represent that hold on me, hence the large hands. I also drew this character as a more masculine looking figure because male approval and attention is a big thing that I've been conditioned to crave, and I'm trying to break away from that part of myself. Which is another topic, in both the top left and right drawings (the back portrait and teddy portrait). Although I don't fully identify as a woman, that's how people see me and it's tough. Many people know what I'm talking about; being put through hell by the phallocentric world because that's just the way it is. The bottom three drawings are more about accepting myself for who I am, even if it's rough. They're about my journey to self and self love, which is only just beginning.

Anyway, I don't think anyone ever reads these loooong descriptions I add to my art, but I hope you do. And I hope that maybe you can see yourself in my art and feel something. Please, take care of yourselves and have a good day (I'll shut up now). <333

[kenobion]

The bass line for Fight From The Inside is so fun to play, and not super hard? I think I’ve mastered it already 

[jonghyunar]

i check in on you every day! how are you??

waaaah... this is so sweet of you! i’m doing better. not perfect, but better. time helps :)

thank you for this, it’s very kind of you to do. i hope you’re doing okay too, anon!

[michsjacket]

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