#ithurtstoomuch

[hippyguywithsadvibes]

it’s 5am on a sunday.. my best friend has been on suicide watch with me all weekend. i think she knows im gonna do it.. which is why she hasn’t left my side once in days, and i’ve been so glad to spend this time with her even tho i feel this way.

i gotta drop her off at her job around 9am this morning.. and then i’m free..

i’ll post something else on here for you guys before i do anything.

i love all you guys.

[mochuumi]

..Haha.. Sept. 22 will now be an official day for me of your remembrance... I already miss you..

[callmeclarice83]

#lifesayings #love #willieverloveagain #lovesucks #myownworld #singleforever #ithurtstoomuch #neveropeningupagain

[visiblementeinvisible]

If love means feeling this hole in my chest whenever I think of you, then I don't want to be in love

22pm thought

[samarafae]

This is dedicated to you.

To the man nobody knows.

To the secret I had to keep. To the love that never will be.

I told you it was something more. You didn't believe me.

I told you I'm letting myself fall. You didn't believe me.

I told you I miss you badly. You didn't believe me.

I told you you're all I ever want. You didn't believe me.

I told you you gave me the best memory. You didn't believe me.

I told you you are special. You didn't believe me.

I told you you are an amazing lover. You didn't believe me.

So I told you I found someone new. Finally then, you believed me.

~iamthesamarafae

[jxilyart]

Why... 25.03.15

I am actually crying… I am really crying… I can’t belive that Zayn left… One direction is over this was the last day of One Direction i will always rappresent them as five and not four… They are five… They were born five i love you Zayn too much that IT hurts… It’s over… It’s all over i can’t belive it’s real, IT all Just died like IT happened [R.I.P 23.07.10-25.03.15] your last concert was 18.03.15 i will never forget you] i am really sad and Nothing makes me happy right now… I miss you Zayn but i can say that i saw you once but not everyone… I resepect your opinion really… I am going to cry everytime i listen to your voice but Hey i have ti be happy cause i saw you once and that is good! I still remember this… HEY WE ARE ONE DIRECTION YEHH i will never forget IT… You are such a SPECIAL persone that you don’t understand what you’re done to my heart and the hearts of other billions of people… I miss you having here even if you never were… But for me Yes… We love you Zayn i love you Zayn i hope IT all gets better and that you can be happy in love i am happy if i know that you are happy… Your happy was is my happiness i am happy for what you’ve done in you life and for ha and malino me belive in something that done day i can be Someone… Thank you Zayn for the best five years of my life i am still drawing you! There is no one direction without you! We miss you and we love you and support you in all of your decisions… Get Well soon zayn! I love you and i will never i mean never forget you i loved you i love you and i will love you forever! Just another fan With love Julia - jxilyart

[longingadorationx]

i'd be lying if i said there wasn't a part of me that wanted to let you back in... 

but you're not you anymore.

you've become someone i don't even recognize.