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lmfao everything in queue rn is either smap-related or goro

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#okay im exaggerating #its not everything #i have one lj post shoved in there somewhere #also am going to be spacing out the scan posts a bit more cuz i technically only have one ready right now…soooo

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#color palette #hex code #hey #so #this is a playlist #i listen to a lot #you might be able to find the inspiration for a lot of the palettes #if you give it a look through #its not everything #but its a lot #so if you feel so inclined #give it a listen lemme know what you think #:))))#blue

also i cant remember the last time i felt so DIsabled/Disordered in the brain and i fucking hate it and like i have A Person helping me but if eel like i dont’ desreve the help and am making it all up and am a leech and a deadweight and just fjdaskl; i know i’m smarter than this WHY

#everythign terrifeis me #it wasnt like this like #as recently as idk 5 months ago?#it wasnt like this #i could fucking do things #but like #ik still dont know if im blaming stuff on a disorder that is actually just due to #idk #me slipping up in my self-discipline #i mean #its likely a combination of both?#idk psych 'disorders' are so ill-defined anyway #and i've known so many people who blame like EVERYTHING including cheating on their partner #on sthg likd adhd #and therfore i.....i dont' feel comfortable blaming anythign on it ever???#also!#its not everything #i'd...i'd make a great caveperson!#i'm not 'disordered' from every perspective #its just at certain times when i try to do certain things an dlike fuck it #maybe im jus tnot sup[osed to be doing what i'm trying to do #cuz i fucking suck at it 8DDDD #like im way smarter with the materila than my lab partners but i can't assemble this poster to save my goddamn life #i understand everythign that should be on it #.but???#i cant???#put ... do thing??#everythign happens so much and i can't snatch the pieces from the air as they fly by #i can't one-thing-at-a-time #without forgetting everything

any english word uttered by jinyoung is embedded into my skull permanently

#its not everything #everyday always same meaning #i can quote him #and i hear his voice on my head #its creepy but also #damn chill kaysie #jinyoung #got7

Hey

So, as an open invitation to anyone and everyone. If you feel like you need to talk to someone, my asks and messages are always open. Always.

A quick rundown of things that I can and will talk about that do not include the pandemic are:

anime, podcasts, crime dramas (specifically NCIS, Criminal Minds, and Bones), video games (mostly JRPGS and 90s platformers, but I’m willing to listen to you rant about anything like a supportive but confused relative), cartoons (old and modern), your OCs, my OCs, books, Disney/Dreamworks movies, the paranormal, eating the rich, etc.

So if you need a break from the “isolation” part of self-isolation, hit me up. I’m probably just as bored and my tumblr is always in a background tab.

#that's a big old list of things #its not everything #i will also listen and nod if you just want to rant #whatever you need

I hope you don't mind me asking so many questions but your DA is super interesting to me so, what happened to them after they entered the modern world?

I don’t mind at all! I like getting questions about my aus and stories!

The modern world would definitely be very intimidating for someone thrusted into it, think Steve Rogers but but aware of the time that’s probably passed. Our lovely D/A returns to The Manor for a place to stay (though they don’t want to it’s better they have a place to stay rather than wander around aimlessly and possibly get jumped or something.) they learn about the world by wandering around and finding a library and staying and reading and basically catching up on what’s happened while they were trapped.

They learn about the internet (it was very hit and miss) and actually got a job at the library since they were there so often and eventually got the hang of the computers. The D/A tried to ignore what happened but eventually tried to find their remaining relatives. It didn’t end well, and they ended up at a graveyard, paying respects to their parents and siblings. They tried to ignore the pain in their heart when they return to the Manor. But they can’t stop the tears that fall and the screams that leave their throat, they breakdown that night.

They realize they need to know what happened after the event of WKM. They ask around and eventually find The Butler, he seemed shocked but happy to see them and tells them what had been on the news. That the Colonel was blamed for yours, Celine, Damien, and A!Mark’s disappearance and that the detective was looking for him. They considered looking for the Detective but eventually decided not to. They returned to the Manor with a heavy heart and were shocked to see A!Mark there, at least they believed it was, turns out A!Mark had been brought back to life and had escaped (that’s what A!Mark told them and they didn’t have any reason NOT to believe him)

The D/A didnt blame him and even hugged him when they saw him, happy to see a familiar face that wasn’t wrinkled by age. Apparently the Manor caused immortality, a bittersweet curse or blessing depending on how you looked at it.

The D/A now had their friend back, and for now, that was enough. Until A!Mark brought up Damien.

#the animatic is kind of an angsty au i thought of #its not everything #but i had to shorten the plot since it was an animatic #writing bois #wkm #district attorney wkm #wkm d/a #wkm da #who killed markiplier #my stupid words #world burn au #da yin

I know I haven’t been on for a while. I have been on, but kind of sporadically. So this is kind of a life update???

School has been really tough right now. I have had so much work to do since the beginning of the semester and I just don’t have any time to myself anymore. I really sucks not having time to myself. When I have time to myself, I usually spend that time doing paintings outside of class or reading. Next week I’ll be going home for spring break. I do have things to do for school but, I hope to have some time to relax and maybe work on a painting of my friend.

I’ve decided to do a series of paintings of my friends, which I’m really excited about. I love my friends so much and doing this makes me really happy and enjoy painting. Sometimes there are times I don’t enjoy painting, but the last 2 homework’s from last semester for figure painting I enjoyed so much and I had so much fun!! Each was a painting of a friend of mine. After doing those two paintings, I decided to do this series.

Last month I started watching One Piece and now I’ve fallen into the deep dark hole. It’s not a bad thing. I’ve really been enjoying it. It’s probably going to take me a while to catch up, but I love watching really long animes. Just seeing how much the characters develop makes me really excited.

Some things I’ve been stressed about is how people have not been acting their age. There was an incident at school where people were using social media to harass people. It was the same 5 people, yet the whole school got dragged into it (let me remind you guys I go to a small school). It gets me really pissed off how people just cannot act their age or be nice to each other. I am a really nice person and I try my best to be nice to people I meet for the first time, yet there are people who are just mean and I don’t understand why they cannot see that I am trying to be nice. It’s been making me sick. It’s the same for my friends too. I feel like the worst part is there are people who are nice to me but, are just nasty to some my friends and it makes me really sad.

Something I’ve been happy about is I’ve been talking to my cousin recently. I haven’t seen her in about 2 years and last time I saw her, I didn’t really get to talk to her. We’ve been talking on facebook (i’ve recently made a facebook account too) and she has been asking me questions about college. It makes me really happy. It’s kind of weird too because we used to see each other a lot when we were young, but when we got older, we didn’t see each other as much. It’s kind of shocking to see how much we have grown up even though she is 18 and i’m 19. Rekindling this family relationship we have has made me really happy. I hope we will be able to see each other again in the future.

#lauren.txt #if you have read this thanks for taking the time!!!!#its not everything #but here is some stuff