#its really weird...

[chaoticandlucky]

Do you ever look at yourself and go "why do i feel synthetic" because me fr

[microwaving-tesilid-argente]

Ephael as a character is kind of crazy because he's the most laidback and cheerful guy in the whole series, he's described to have a perpetual smile on his face, he takes all of Hestio's snide remarks in his stride, he always keeps his cool during critical situations, and he doesn't swear when even Tesilid does. And then he does shit like come up with Plan B, and when the topic of the Vatican's absurb control over them comes up he turns into a bitter, snapping creature full of spite. And then half a beat later he turns back into his cheerful goofy self and makes fun of Hestio.

Novel 13 (after Ailette's first divine advent):

E: "What about all those times they said we were going to be the ones to save the world?"

H: Sounding much less bitter, his friend reasoned, "We're better off this way. Saving the world really isn't my thing. I might as well leave the church now."

E: "Pfft, how are you going to leave? You think the religious order is going to let us just pack up and go?"

H: "Yeah. Why not?"

E: "Yeah, no way that's happening." The blonde boy said dismissively. "They're going to work us like dogs even after world peace has been achieved. We're nothing more to them than pawns to keep the Vinchester Kingdom and Ragneif Republic of Magic at bay. That's the whole reason why they take in orphans, so that they could graft stigmata onto us."

Novel 19 (morning of the Day of Sacrifice):

“Only motherless, fatherless mutts like us should be here. Ah, how sad.”

He is like, 10 years old. What has he been through that he's so much more bitter than Hestio "yells at everything" Ligenel.

I'm honestly kind of wondering if Irinbi just hadn't figured out Hestio & Ephael's characterisation back then, or if Tapas screwed up the novel TL. It's a little weird that Ephael was the one explaining why there's no way the Vatican would let them go, when in every interaction since then he's always been the clueless guy who doesn't know a thing about dungeons so that a character can explain the worldbuilding to the readers. And in the webcomic they did swap lines for this part in Ch 13. Ephael's lines here do sound exactly like something Hestio would say, ngl. But Ephael being extremely pressed about his lot in life and wanting to return to the secular life is also a very consistent part of his characterisation since then, so like??? What goes on.

[black-and-silver-wings]

I’m not sure if this is my maladaptive daydreaming or psychosis bc they’re closely connected for me, but does anyone hear a certain song or like a certain note or melody and just fucking go off like your brain is gone and you’re nothing but a dissociative mess and it’s only that song or those notes that can trigger it

[shaycidea-blog]

Soooo apparently Im following blogs that I remember not following in the first place? It's... weird. There's quite a few of them and I havent been on any of my blogs the past few days expect for maybe getting to a reply or two. This is awkward...

[papanden]

The guy from Lithuania looks a lot like a famous Danish guy named Christopher

[decepticonseeker]

I think I have a small memory problem but idk, it's weird. Like, I'll read a fanfic I LOVE but then after a few days of waiting for the update, I either don't remember what happened last or I have no idea who that character is. Same happens with the Walking Dead Every. Single. Week. I'll wait for the next episode, but I'm watching the "previously on TWD" and I'm just sitting there with my mom and bro and I have no recollection of the previous events.

[cosmicgem]

Why do i always dream about being on australian game shows???? And i was dreaming about holding hands with a boy but then in the dream i was like ew what the they were suddenly a girl?? Does this mean something?? And then some other cool but slightly embarrassing stuff happened...but why australian game shows? Oh i was also wearing a bikini the whole time and i looked cute as heck just saying

[tinpinwizard-blog]

I'm not sure how I feel about this new Mauville city...