#itsvanessa

[lanternskyy]

Hey, how are you all doing? Sorry for being anonymous I am a bit nervous to ask off it. Feel free to ignore this.

Sup. As a whole not well if I’m fuckin honest. Recap time with V cause shit seems pretty inactive here.

Dani’s quit hosting for the summer break n Ember’s been steppin in. Ember’s freakin out that Dani isn’t goin ta come back. Jaylah is questioning her role in the system. This time of the year is shitty for Nyx. Keira and Tilly is sweet as which is somethin I guess. Nat is lookin after Nyx, Dani n Jaylah n she feels pretty helpless n shit. Tasha is ok I guess. There’s apparently a chick called Moenna in our system now, haven’t met her, just saw some messages or somethin. Ruby’s not tellin us much bout her or that sitch so can’t update ya on that one. Nicole is Nicole whatever that means. I am pretty much the same I’ve always been. Hot fuckin mess. OH, to top it all fuckin off it’s Dani’s birthday and nobody is around to celebrate it with her so she’s feeling hella alone too. Fun times in the lanternskyy system. Sorry for the bitter note or whatever, it’s 3:33am n I say that like it makes a difference to my mood, it doesn’t I’m still bitter regardless. Hope you’re doing better than us. Laters.

[lanternskyy]

TW: Family Arguments!Bringing in laundry for the night

Dani: I’m going to bring the whole rack in 'cause 85% of the stuff isn’t dry yet.

Dani’s Mum: It’s been out all day, put it in the basket and bring it all in. Don’t be lazy.

Dani: *last time I suggested something different I was told I was being negative so I will just do it her way and fold it.* This stuff isn’t dry.

Dani’s Mum: Just fold it! If it’s not dry bring the rack in and hang it back up, stop being so lazy. That’s so typical of you.

Dani: That was my plan, that's what I said I was going to do when I walked outside...

Dani's Mum: *raises voice and continues to tell her how difficult she is being.*

Me: ... .. . ?!!!!

TW Family Arguments:

[lanternskyy]

'Cause there have been changes in our inner world and hidden alters have made themselves known our communication has kinda turned to shit and it fucking sucks. I only ever had  really good communication with a few others and less stable communication with the majority of the others and now I have average at best communication with Dani and shaky communication with Moenna and with everyone else it’s inconsistent. Might record a video diary entry, none of us have recorded one in months cause we didn’t really need to. 

Side note: I swear I started writing this just after 12am and it’s now 2:47am...  Mate.

[lanternskyy]

mad at the world. mad at what the fuck we are.

[lanternskyy]

Sick of feeling sick!

[lanternskyy]

makingsenseofthefuzz

Hey, What's the difference between snowmen and snowladies? Snowballs. Haha sorry it's so cheesy. I could also use some cheering up. I hope you feel better soon. -James

Haha that made me smile. Thanks man. K here’s one for ya Why didn’t the toilet paper cross the road?? ‘Cause it got stuck in a crack. ;P

[lanternskyy]

What do you think of the Mandela effect?

I think it’s fucked up, is what I think dude!! I dunno how to explain it but there are some things that I just can’t with!

-Vanessa

[lanternskyy]

Let's see? Dunno what to ask really but how many members are in ya system, who would you say fronts the most after you and what's the main gender in the system? - Peter

There are all pretty good questions.

We have 9 in our system but lately a few of us have been getting the feeling there are more members than we are actually aware of… … . 

 Well Dani is the host so her I guess. But after her it’s a toss up between me and Jaylah I guess.

We’re all cis females.

-Vanessa