#ivtl

[kellelkallel]

me when i'm in an ivan redemption contest and my opponent is till alien stage

[wlwhyuluka]

despite being so loved in the alnst fandom, a lot of till’s suffering and self loathing goes ignored, while i have trouble understanding why.

even though he canonically seems to think lowly of himself and is shy, ive seen a lot of people see him as a cocky guy who gets angry a lot and bullies others, which does.. not make sense at all, considering that he is LITERALLY called timid when it comes to stats.

i also dislike the misconception that till was mainly at fault for how the ivantill dynamic ended up so hurt and messed up. ivan was the one who, from till’s perspective, was always teasing him, and also takes his stuff and crushes the gifts that he gives to him. and till didn’t even hate ivan either (which is something that we all know). both of their clouded judgement affected the relationship.

im making this post to say that i feel like its sad to see how much till’s trauma and his mental state is brushed aside unless shoved in the face of the audience. ivan will show up ONCE in an official art and people will make an angst fest, but till will be shown self harming himself and it gets shrugged off.

i love ivan, i do, but i really do think that till being a reactive abuse victim to his abuse isn’t a reason to ignore how sensitive he is and how much he suffered. someone being able to stand up for themselves doesn’t mean their hurting doesn’t matter to them.

(i hope this posts makes sense, ivan is my fav alongside mizi and i get that he suffers so much as well but i just wanted to get this rant off my chest)

[wowzie-zowzii]

Before school 🏫

[aityys]

Till naughty sunbae

[koganeirou]

beneath the meteor shower

[hitorimaron]

Inspired by my fic Shallow Waters

[akaistorm]

tillbunny posting today❤️‍🩹gonna make a full alnst set but i had to start off with my boy.. ivan will be tomorrow ! for now its till and his cute lil ibanny🫰🏻

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[traditionallymodern]

no talk to me no one look at me