#ivyrk

[rkohsehun]

♫ - ivyrk

Sing– Ed Sheeran

Sehun taps on the microphone to check ifit’s on and nods in satisfaction when he hears it’s thumping from the minispeakers of the karaoke booth. It’s a weekday and classes has ended hours agoand everyone’s enjoying their time singing their lungs out to relieve stressand forget about homework and projects due in God know how many days left.

The music starts and everyone clapsbefore they recognize the dramatic into almost immediately and everyone startslaughing. He gets a slap on the shoulder from his duet partner Ivy, the othertrying her best to hide her laughter.

Everyone knew he’s not much of a singerbut he tries, even closing his eyes to get the better feel of the music as hepictured how Elsa would have felt singing the song. Ivy joined in at the chorusand he’s reduced into a dedicated second voice for the rest of the song as therest of their friends dies of laughter at how much his voice had squeaked andcracked, his face turning red at trying to reach the high notes, Ivy laughing withthe rest of the guys.

“Are you serious?” she asked once thesong is over and everyone had recovered from their laughing fits..

“Disney songs bring out the singer inme,” Sehun says, a proud grin on his face.

[rkmason]

Do you regret hurting Ivy?

“No.” Point blank. “I don’t.” It doesn’t bother him to think of it, to think that he sounds more heartless than usual but he means it whole-heartedly, completely. “Ivy’s always deserved better than what I gave her. She wasn’t a rebound. I wasn’t dating Jihyun when she was in Australia for that summer but damn I wasn’t giving Ivy my all and she deserves more. That girl deserves the whole fucking world and I’m glad that with her personality she demands it. It’s what drew me to her.” His tongue swipes over his lower lip and he chuckles lowly, shaking his head “thinking back on it, I don’t know how I could’ve avoided being so into her as I was. In the end, it wasn’t enough. I wasn’t enough and I couldn’t do that to her. I couldn’t be selfish and hold onto her when I wasn’t completely there. She needed someone, she needed me, and I wasn’t the right guy. I was dumb, still am if you ask her and I’d agree in a fucking heartbeat. I liked her so much I wanted so much for her and when I realized I couldn’t give her my everything— when I found out I couldn’t give her all of my heart the way I should’ve, I decided to break hers so she’d move on because I believe in what we could’ve been. You know, it’s like that damn song. Almost is never enough. Down the line, I think she’d see that and I wouldn’t know how to take it. I wouldn’t know how to handle losing her because I’m not enough in some way. I was selfish in keeping her and in letting go. In the end, I think she’ll be happier and I am too. I got tired of being the fuck-up I spent so much time believing I was back then. Should I have told her instead of betraying her trust? Yeah, but like I said I’m an idiot. I hurt her but I don’t regret forcing her to break up with me the way I did. I didn’t want her to compare herself to Jihyun. To look at Jihyun and think ‘this is the person I couldn’t measure up to’ because it’s not how I feel. She was more than enough. It was all me. If I was gonna hurt her, I’d rather it be something she can let go of. She’s strong enough for that. Strong enough to know she deserves better.” 

[rkxjongin]

* upstage ;

ivyrk:

{ sms: no } she doesn’t need to. i already signed it

{ sms: no } she threatened to bench me for a month if i didn’t

{ sms: no } now why would i want to spend /extra/ time with you when i don’t even enjoy the time i /have/ to spend with you?

[ msg; poison ivy ] damn, you must’ve been eager  [ msg; poison ivy ] bench you from what? you get stage fright. you’ll bench yourself  [ msg; poison ivy ] come on, ivy. you enjoy it. the only thing not to enjoy is that we’re not alone for it. 

[rktiffxny]

{ sms: elsa } unni, for this sunday's disney night, can i sleep over~? { sms: elsa } i'll bring snacks!

( outgoing! anna ❄️ ) if you want!( outgoing! anna ❄️ ) i leave early in the mornings, don’t forget ( outgoing! anna ❄️ ) btw there will be someone else there 

[rkxjongin]

* riot for the cause ;

                errands and a business call. a plethora of reasons for tardiness and Jongin finds irritation in the fact that he's the early one for once. grating annoyance after stopping by his place to change and being intercepted by his mother. he wants to let it go, has to. came to practice to do exactly that. after months of negotiations and fielding arguments with his parents so he can return to the crew without problem, he’s anxious, impatient to dance once his feet touch the pavement outside the studio and it worsens once he reaches hardwood. 

                someone enters the studio after him and he feels an apologetic twinge towards Ivy for having to deal with him as he is. a twinge easily buried and effortlessly forgotten to find distraction in her presence. Cho and Sol knew how to handle him, knew Jongin’s mood swings and childish needs. Code understood when to leave him alone and Gon didn’t pry, isn’t the most sociable guy in the first place. the newest member of the crew, Jongin barely knew, barely spoke to. he didn’t call it speaking, his attempts to communicate with her were provocative, be it in a perverse manner or not. 

                it came naturally to him. how to block out life, a trick mastered by jongin for years. she had talent, scores of it. he approved of her from the start when he was shown her audition tape but he couldn’t show it to her. isn’t able to show respect when he feels threatened by her. she sees through his bullshit and calls him out on it, isn’t charmed by him, what an endless amount of tenseness so he sticks to what he knows he can do: annoy her. 

                “need me to help you stretch? i could help you out with a few positions.”

[rkmason]

ROOKIES USE ONLY — YU BAROM x JEON MINJU

“ [ … ] it’s second nature to call her [baby girl]. second nature to type it and an immediate hesitation because he knows he can’t. he doesn’t have that right anymore. he fucked it up last year, it had been all him ”

[rksiyoung]

* seoul ghoul

ivyrk

if there’s anything ivy is proud of other than her dancing, its her inherent ability to multitask. she owes this to the fact that she can’t keep her attention on any one thing for too long (unless she’s in a dance studio, of course), and mundane, constant repetition isn’t really her thing. never mind the fact that she’s actually more clumsy when she attempts to multitask—if she’s able to do it for more than a minute, it totally counts!

it’s been about ninety seconds now as she walks down a busy street, eyes glued to the screen of her cell phone, watching as the protagonist of the anime she’s watching dodges a punch and jumps onto his opponent. she’s caught up in it entirely, yelping in excitement and, unknowingly, her body moves along, imitating the movements she sees on screen. before she realizes the danger of her situation, her closed fist suddenly makes contact with human flesh and she looks up in horror to find she’s just punched some poor boy in the stomach. she nearly drops her phone in panic and immediately launches into a series of deep bows, apologies streaming from her lips. “sorry! i’m so sorry! i didn’t mean to— sorry!”

had he been warned about his lucky, then siyoung would had definitely stayed his ass at home. first not only was he late to the studio but he left his music sheets back at home. siyoung would had ran back to get it but time was up. so recording was postponed to a later date. much later. strolling the street a little girl had drop ice cream on his shoes not only that but a battle playing with a rattle just attack his head as well. could this day get any worse? 

“it’s okay.” he cried holding onto his stomach trying not to scream out in pain. it was nothing right. maybe he’ll just walk it off and pretend like it didn’t happen. taking a small step he cringe a bit at the pain he felt. “nope i- this isn’t going to work,” he huffed. holding his stomach tightly he took in a deep breath before letting it out. breath in, breath out, he told himself before he was able to stand up straight up. “what were you doing anyways?” he question the female. not like he was mad but that was one killer punch. “i mean completely caught me off guard. i would not want to get a punch in the face from you that’s for sure.”  

[rkkyuhyun]

* grand opening || Ivy, Kyu

she closes her eyes to try and contain some of her building anger at the inanimate object in her hands, tries to gather her wits about her because she’ll be damned if she lets this godforsaken umbrella win. the rain has long come and gone already and she’s been standing in this storefront for all of thirty minutes already, but she is dead set on not going anywhere until this damned thing opened.

once she’s sure she’s pulled herself together again, she tries once more to get the umbrella to open, using as much force as her little body could carry. unfortunately, it seemed inanimate object won again, but this time, ivy pays no mind because in all of her frustration, she’s managed to hit this poor man in the stomach with her umbrella, and she’s really Very Sorry. “oh my god,” she blurts out, dropping the stupid umbrella, which finally opens, to check if the stranger is all right. “are you okay? i’m really sorry the umbrella— it wouldn’t open and i— i’m very sorry…”

Kyuhyun is walking along, minding his own business, nose stuck in his cellphone as he messages stupid, silly things at Minji on his way home from work. It's been a completely dead sort of day, only about 50 customers all day long. Business had been unusually slow lately, but Kyuhyun comforted himself knowing that he got paid for showing up, and that was the important part.

His thoughts came to a scrambling halt when something struck his stomach, hard and pointy, and he doubled over in pain. "Oof!" he shouted, hearing his cellphone skid across the sidewalk. The blow made him lose his balance and his vision for a moment as he stumbled a little. "Holy fucking hell- what the fuck." He glared up at the girl responsible for this. "What the hell were you doing? You could have popped me in the face! It's not even raining anymore!"

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