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NAVI - iwantu (Official Audio)
iwantu
2-14-25
no bitches
This is whining, yes I know.
Why is it so hard to make friends after you turn 18. Now I understand lots of people find it hard to make friend even in k-12, i’ve struggled with that, but I do feel it’s much easier to at least make acquaintances and not feel so alone.
Literally once I turned 18, everyone is busy doing their own thing and no one has time for one another anymore. It sucks. Everyone is focusing on themselves, which again I understand, but there is no balance. RESPECT THE BALANCE.
Even trying to make friends online is hard, because for some reason everyone who also wants to reach out to be friends are creeps. None of the nice people want to reach out to make friends because, I believe, they already have friends and family to support them.
This is so embarrassing to even type out, but idc. No one reads these, it’s for me. I have cycled through like 5 acquaintances and all but one have ghosted me. The one I left was always bringing her bf around and that pissed me off. I couldn’t even tell her how I only wanted to hang out with her and not her rando bf bc we met only a few months prior. I sit alone all the time, and my roommate is like basically dating her bff who was also her roommate b4 me.
My mom always told me college is where you make your best, most life-long friends, but I don’t think so, at least not for many people and me. You either enjoy hs or college, never both. Respect the balance. How do adults make friends? Legally I am an adult but I still feel 12 mentally. No one wants to do “childish” or objectively not-adult things anymore and I think that is my problem. I want to do those things, but no one around me does. It’s not even that childish, it's just playing video games or watching yt.
i fear the frontal lobe is developing or the depression is kicking in because i have not read fanfics since august.
I want you the right way I want you, but I want you to want me too.