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Story of My Sound or maybe Story of my Sound out June 15th (and my album is out dec 25!! Yall better hold me accountable bc im đ©đœâđŠŻââĄïžđłïž)
p.s. i was obsessed w oasis so i became oasis
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asmrtist navi!! u can get my cds !!FOR FREEEEEE!! if u live in the austin, tx area at waterloo records (1105 N Lamar Blvd, Austin, TX) or at end of an ear records (4304 Clawson Rd, Austin, TX) <333
me painting my mixtape cover the full vid + yap session is on my youtube!!
the nails i made for my mixtape :333 i made them follow the colors of a cd :0
if ur in tx u can get my CD for freeeeeee đ»
Hiii again!!!
Its been a long time since i bothered yall but its my page and i love myself :3
I released my first ever mixtape (i actually made one a few yrs ago but trashed it bc it was so bad lmao but we all start somewhere) on March 31, 2026 and I just idk i have many emotions surrounding it.Â
I literally cried once i put it out bc i just i worked so hard, from my perspective, on it this whole year essentially but especially these past few months, in secret, on my own, and with school over my head. I just felt so proud of what I was able to do and put out not just for myself but for any of yall to listen.Â
Every experience of love in my life ive cultivated on my own. I dont hv people in my vicinity to share my music or art or honestly anything with. My 3 friends live elsewhere and they dont even know i make music lol. Or my parents. Im too scared to share it with them.Â
So ig i just feel so lucky and surprised and spent and hopeful after releasing this mixtape/ep wtv u want to call it bc i genuinely didnt know if this was a possibility for me a year ago. And im deadass serious. Last year in march was the first time i gained the courage to use the (free, mind u) recording studio at my uni. The year b4 i literally broke down crying bc i was so scared and ashamed walking up to the desk and after i never thought i could go back.Â
Brother, my lord, my god i was a wreck for the past few years, like rly bad, and i had to deal with it on my own while also functioning as if i wasnât abt to combust at any second. Last year (like to the day, but abt a month ago) i made a change in my life that i feel so grateful for every day.Â
Im not tryna preach or bother or shove anything in ur face (ik what that like and its so annoying) but i was at probably the 2nd lowest point of my life and that when i took up genuine manifestation. Not tiktok bs or wtv, but actually reading into and applying the law of assumption and neville goddard and the power of âI amâ and how positive thinking can transform your world.Â
Sidenote, i rly hate how the beauty and strength of these concepts are often dismissed or only discovered by so many people until they hit absolute, violent rock bottom.Â
But anyways, this whole mixtape is a ig a map of my journey and what ive found throughout this very rocky and relapsing process of implementing these mindsets. I can tell u without a doubt it works, ive experienced many simple positive changes (free money, random unlikely actions, creative sparks, etc.) but i still struggle and have done so since last year.
I just want to emphasize that the opportunity i have been given to share my music and art on these websites and platforms is not lost on me, and moreso, the opportunity i have given to myself to make music i love, and am proud of, and proud to create is something to be acknowledged or at the very minimum inscribed in permanence (:3 !!).Â
Lowkey this is starting to sound pretentious but its all true. This whole mixtape is abt my struggle from literally wanting to end it all (sry im not trying to get any sympathy or anything) to being at a point in my life where, for the majority of time, I am proud to create regardless of the outcome and I feel/believe I am worth and value no matter the outcome. My art doesnt lose meaning just because i may be the only one listening to it at the moment, its just has a different meaning because i am different to all those who choose to or not to listen.Â
I just feel so overwhelmed by completing this project bc its something i truly believed could only be done if i had like a million dollars and was signed to a fancy record label and had number one charting hits. Now dont get me wrong, it would've been a lot easier and more expansive, but no matter what resources u have, authenticity shines through and if u hv smthn pure to say, no matter how u phrase it, it will be understood and have value. This whole process has proven to me, and maybe to u after reading this, that u can do whatever u want. Literally whatever. Do it. If u have the belief that it is meant for u to create this thing or accomplish that then it's there. If u can visualize it, it has alr happened just on a different timeline, and ur job is to now take actions, even if only in ur mind, to make it happen for you, not for anyone else. Just you.
Good things happen to pure people and the universe is always with us.Â
Thank u for indulging me <3 lets see what the next mixtape (hopefully full album, I think thats 12 songs?) will bring in dec 2026!!
Most Sincerely and Profusely,
NAVI <333
more numb pics not many this time (but just wait for my mixtape in marchhhhhh teehee)
"numb" out nowwww
boys boys (sped up) boys (slowed and reverb)
why i wrote "boys"
Ok so i like hearing the thought process behind why people did what they did and im sure other people do too, especially with my art bc im super important.
So i already talked abt my nail design choices in this post here
And i wanted to end by talking abt why i wrote the song boys.
So initially i had this catchy chorus âboys uh oh no one does it betterâ that is used in the song but i rly hated it bc im not that girl and i never was nor will be. And brace urself bc im going to rant BC IT IS THAT DEEP!
This is not a charli xcx substack article btw. So plz dont yell at me even tho i just yelled at u. Im sorry.
We have always lived in a world that hates women and femininity unless it serves the patriarchy, specifically in regards to cis-women being able to give birth. My existence, as many other women, is a protest against it. i am an only child, a girl, from a culture like many others that only recently normalized (my generation being the 2nd) being proud of your child regardless if they are a boy.
When i was in school i was treated as other than bc of my physical appearance, specifically not like the other girls in school. For example, girls would get asked out on dates while i was asked out as a joke and during picture day the teacher would compliment everyone in the class but for the girls they would focus on their beautiful eyes or hair yk things that characterize feminine beauty but for me she'd think long and hard and tell me my shoes look nice. I would get excited tho and tell her they're from the ross. For those of you who don't get it, not only were the shoes not a part of my natural physical appearance, the shoes don't even show up in the damn picture. overall, the majority of racist and sexist and insecurity causing experiences i have had come from boys or from other women who's version of a girl is patriarchal and male-centered.
Anyways, that's the context for why i dont go out of my way to support men unless I have physical proof of it. I'm not going to assume someone, especially a man, is a good person just because they're not on a registry. Even though ive been rung out by society I'm not going to sop up wtv liquid diarrhea bullshit that's given to me.
So hopefully as u can see i had a hard time w having that be the chorus bc i am not some pick me ass male centered cuck of a dumb ass woman. But then i decided to keep writing what felt natural regardless of preconceptions, and i finished the lyrics as they appear in the song.
I was not happy with what i wrote since it appears to fit the pick me description but then i sat on it and realized, bitch i sound fucking crazy. like i sound legit manic. like i fucking killed somebody. In cold blood (hehe truman capote heeheh. That book sucks and so does he. Dont read it ull die of boredom and disgust.).
Once i had that epiphany everything clicked and it made so much sense why i even thought those lyrics were natural to begin with. Since we (girls) are young enough to be exposed the societal concept of a boy, we are told they are the ultimate catch and are what we strive towards. I mean we r even told that when we study hard and go to college well be able to find a good husband and have a bunch of babies. A mrs degree. Thank fuck im too stupid for one.
The praise of men is so violently shoved down our throats it in turn creates a violent obsession with them. Like for ex, look at u. Why did u first join tumblr? probably to read fanfics among other reasons. Like me and the rest of us. So many of us had this violent obsession with our celebrity crushes, specifically men, that we can't think, breathe, and in general function without them. Like idk abt u but I remember having genuine heart aches, like physical chest pain, when I ran out of new things to see abt my celeb crush. Like I was that obsessed. Brittany broski relates to this and explains this very well if u havent experienced this. Only women have at least been open enough to talk about these periods of our lives publicly. If men experience this, i severely doubt it is to the extent women experience it bc society doesnt encourage it for them.
So now is another thing: the word boys. I have always thought that girls, young women, and women are good. Nothing wrong w them. Same with young men and men. But boys. No. they are the most vile creatures on this planet. And i dont mean young human beings in age. A âboyâ can refer to any male (regardless of age) who exhibits bs qualities (submitting to the patriarchy for good and bad). They have no ability to understand and comprehend or produce anything worth substance. Overall they just exist and make everyoneâs life hell. Idk where u live, but i am from texas and ive lived here my entire life. Abt 95% of the male figures i have ever met fit my definition of a boy. They fucking suck jesus god yall suck. also get off my page loser why r u here??.
Then i thought abt how there are no derogatory words for males as there are for females. We say bitch whore, slut, ho, etc. and they were first only used towards women but as society has progressed they are now universal terms for general [negative adjective] person. But there still isnt a term for men. Legit cannot think of one. Cuck is smthn but so wimpy dude like what. It doesnt count. There is literally not one word.
But going back to the word âbitchâ, bitch can have a positive and negative term. You can say a person is acting like a bitch in a bad way but you can also refer to people as bitches in a positive way. Like i call my best girlfriends bitch sometimes and you can say âouuu she looks like a bad bitch.â
I wanted to use this concept for the word âboy.â you can have a neutral connotation for the word âboyâ as a young man, but i added a new meaning to it as stated above. I also thought abt how whenever something bad happens u refer to people as âboy.â like âboy stfu.â but when u say âgirlâ its for something positive like âgirl, i got smthn to tell u.â
So overall the song is about killing boys but finding so much joy in it that you cannot stop. I talked before about kakegurui inspiring the concept for my nails and i also looked to this anime for my song. If you aren't familiar with kakegurui, its an anime on netflix abt a school where the students gamble. The main set of girls r rly obsessed and some even get like sexually aroused lmaooooo when they win bc of the thrill of almost losing everything or winning everything, especially this girl named Midari Ikishima. My girlâs a freak. She only gambles because of the thrill of legitimately dying. In one scene she loses every ever loving shit playing russian roulette bc she could get shot w gun. So her character and how she functions furthered my confidence in my lyrics as the song is how she feels about her gambling, similar to what i feel about boys (both hatred for the ones ive met and violent obsessions for the celebrities i have had crushes on.). I want to note before I end that I am not a misandrist. I do not hate all men. I have had some positive experiences with gay men and some of my favorite celebrities are gay men who are drag queens like trixie mattel and katya. i also like bob and gene form bobs burgers. I have just had many, many, countless negative experiences with boys and this song is a response to that. Overall I wrote âboysâ about how an interest in something can seem innocent at first glance but is actually a violent obsession that controls you to the point of consumption.
Ok thank you for reading :)
"boys" out now thank u for listening <333
un mini mwah + speed paint + (there was supposed to be an anti ai filter but i cant upload it for some reason. its on my twitter (@h8a_43va) and u can find it online. overlay it over ur art to protect it.)
my nails for my song "boys" before and after
my thought process if u even care :3:
The song âboysâ (out in like a week when i finish my exams) is about being so obsessed with something (i use boys as a stand-in for anything that would fit this idea; i will explain why in the coming morrows) to the point where you only get gratification from it through violence. I am a freak and cant enjoy things normally, i either hate something or love it to the point of physical disgust (usually i vom my guts out). The song is, on the surface, upbeat and bubbly but the lyrics also make sense when you have the context that the person is consumed with the joy killing boys bring. (imagine the song is being sung by Midari Ikishima, that crazy kooky gurl from Kakeguri. For those of u who dont know her, she is someone who is so addicted to gambling to the point where she only gets a dopamine rush when she is gambling for life or death. She is a freak.) So these nails are supposed to reflect this. For the color palette I chose to use the quintessential colors for boys and girls (at least in Western society): blue and pink.Â
The set is light and bubbly, literally and figuratively. I had fun using my sanrio characters to emphasize the songâs film of cutesy, but i make the middle and ring finger of the right hand (my dominant hand) short and covered in blood. Wtv you think, yes. Nono im yoking ur joke imma explain teehee but im not joking abt that. So i made an intentional choice to have those two fingers shortened as (in the west or maybe just the US) that nail set style is associated with women-centered relationships (wlw or self) and i wanted to re-iterate this song is not about having limerant, wattpad crushes on boys but rather being violently self-indulgent, specifically from the perspective of a woman and girl. Focusing on those two shorter nails, the silver nails + accents on the other nails ties into the weapon used to k!11 (a machete is my weapon of choice, what is yours?) the middle finger is a nail I made to look realistic, and the way I see it, when lined up against the other nails, specifically the happy, cute put-tgt ones, reveals they are a facade and have fallen off because I'm in too deep and have done too much. Tying with my reasoning behind the shorter nails, this emphasizes too much self-indulgence (i.e. i done cut too much. oops.).Â
I think thats it but if anyone has questions id be happy to answer.Â
Also i dont go into making my nails with this in-depth description. I go in with a more surface level idea, but as I work through it, thinking of these things makes my choices more certain and confident. Im not pretentious, I swear.
boys [derogatory] a concept violently idolized to the point of consumption