Thanks to you, I know what’s like to be in a good relationship and in a dysfunctional relationship. You showed me how someone could care about me and be kind to me. You showed me how confused a guy can be after he gets out of almost 2 yr long distance relationship and starts being infatuated with a new girl which leads to an unexpected relationship. You showed me what it feels like to be wanted. You showed me how immature and unsure boys act when they don’t know what they want. You showed me what it feels like to be held at night when you are afraid. You showed me how a guy can be so distant that he forgets you were there for him when his friends forgot about him on New Years. You showed me what it feels like to have a friend that isn’t judge mental about what you do or who you hangout with. You showed me how your significant other’s alcohol problem can put huge strain on your relationship. You showed me what it feels like be special to someone. You showed me how someone can completely disregard your feelings and make you feel like you aren’t good enough for them. You showed me what it feels like to kiss someone who really matters to you. You showed me how easily you can replace someone who unconditionally loves you because you are afraid of being loved, getting close to someone, and getting strong feelings for someone who might end up leaving you in the end. You showed me what it feels like to not worry about what people think of you and just live life. You showed me how someone can talk about future activities and not really want them to actually happen. You showed me what it feels like to be the one who is being pursued and for once not have to be the one who chases. Most importantly you showed me how the fear of losing someone who you could love can cause you to give up and not even try to have a good relationship with them. After I realize all the good and bad things you showed me, I feel happy that I knew you and had a relationship with you. So with that being said, I see you found someone new who appears to give you something I couldn’t give you. I will say at first I was jealous, angry and upset but now that it’s sunk in that you will never come back to me because you are with her. I guess I am happy for you. All I want is for you to be happy and since that happiness is coming from her and not me, I will just be happy that you are happy. Now I will say a couple final things,I will always love you cuz you are my first love. So enjoy whatever your life leads you to, find happiness in the smallest things, and never forget the girl whose heart you broke and life you changed.