#jaddison

[zamyamf1028]

Grey's Universe + Lovingly Wedding Gazing

[nostradamus0]

to love even when you have no stomach for it

When Addison tells Jake she is not in love with him for the first time, they do not get divorced. I really thought I was, she tells him, and he sits beside her on the bed they share and smiles like he’s known for a long time. He smiles in a way that looks like a frown, looks like he’s sad, but maybe like he’s sad for her and not because of her. I don’t think I’ve ever been in love before. S18E3 AU where Addison has just gotten divorced and finds herself in Meredith’s home, eating dinner with her family, crying on her couch, and falling asleep in her bed. And Meredith, with her big eyes and her warm hands guiding Addison to lean against her shoulder, invites her over for dinner. (And in moments like this, when all that surrounds Addison is the soft smell of lavender, she almost understands.)

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[oceansaurora]

no thoughts. just addie audibly crying in the mirror as she’s grieving mark, fixing her makeup the second it starts to show visible evidence of her facade slipping, sending jake away with a “yeah, everything’s okay” because she doesn’t want the man she wants to spend the rest of life with to see her falling to pieces over the loss of the man she cheated on the man she thought she’d spend the rest of her life with

[jenniferjareauprotector]

Jake is so much better of a man than Derek but ya'll aren't ready to hear the truth.

[horsetailcurlers2]

rewatching poker face season one so that i’m refreshed for season two and. my god. benjamin bratt is so hot. this man is so fucking hot.

[noahwhyle]

JEREMY ALLEN WHITE for GQ (2022)

[stormcloudsarepretty]

I am an artist, please god forgive me.

Blame @aggsh-shs and @goodolecaptainjack for this.

[pinkyringprvnce]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 25/?

Fandom: Grey's Anatomy, Private Practice

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Relationships: Addison Montgomery/Jake Reilly, Meredith Grey/Derek Shepherd, Addison Montgomery/Derek Shepherd, Arizona Robbins/Callie Torres, Lexie Grey/Mark Sloan, Owen Hunt/Cristina Yang, Alex Karev/Jo Wilson, Cooper Freedman/Charlotte King

Characters: Addison Montgomery, Meredith Grey, Derek Shepherd, Derek Bailey Shepherd, Zola Shepherd, Jake Reilly (Private Practice), Angela Reilly, Amelia Shepherd, Owen Hunt, Jackson Avery, Cristina Yang, Mark Sloan (Grey's Anatomy), Lexie Grey, Leah Murphy, Heather Brooks, Shane Ross, Jo Wilson, Alex Karev, Henry Montgomery, April Kepner, Archer Forbes Montgomery, Nancy Shepherd, "The Captain" Montgomery, Kathleen Shepherd, Lizzie Shepherd, Callie Torres, Arizona Robbins, Richard Webber, Miranda Bailey (Grey's Anatomy), Sofia Sloan-Torres, Original Characters, Charlotte King, Cooper Freedman, Sheldon Wallace, Violet Turner, Pete Wilder, James Peterson, Sam Bennett (Private Practice), Naomi Bennett, Mason Warner, Sloan Riley, Carolyn Shepherd, Stephanie Edwards

Additional tags: Second chances, Love, Family, Children, Family Reunions, Trauma, past relationships, Alternate Universe, Blended family, if addek had a kid, what if, MerDer, addek, jolex, Calzona, Crowen, addimelia, charcoop, charmelia, Kidnapping, Jaddison - Freeform, slexie - Freeform

Summary: A 15-year-old girl walks into the Denny Duquette Memorial Clinic with her parents to get her mom the chemotherapy she needs. While there, she meets Dr. Mark Sloan, who can’t shake the feeling that he knows her. When Mark discovers who she really is, it changes everything.

Chapter summary: Addison struggles to figure out the best way to balance her family life while maintaining her intimacy with her husband after going home to L.A.