I am REALLY out of sorts at the moment. I think, since making big decisions, life is throwing every single bloody thing at me, in a good way. : OR, I’ve finally opened myself up to more opportunity, and I hadn’t appreciated what was actually out there waiting for me. : Truth be told, I’m just seriously fucking overwhelmed. I’m searching for peace, and I don’t know what it looks like any more. : I guess the closest ideology right now is summed up in a photo - from this brief moment whilst in Iceland with @sallykimichi and @chrispassey. I’ve clung to this photo for a little while now, not wanting to share it, just wanting to appreciate it. : Maybe right now, peace doesn’t look like anything. My future looks like the unknown. I don’t know what’s out there for me, but I hope whatever it is, it brings success, joy, security, and well, some kind of peace. : Biggest thanks in the world to my friends who are standing oh-so-patiently beside me right now. I know - I KNOW - I am super flakey right now, but you guys being there is something I’m not used to, and something I’m learning to deal with. I promise I’m learning. : @chrispassey, thank you, a million times thank you, for capturing this moment. ❤️ •~~~~~• : : : : : #JayEmmePhoto #ChrisPassey #Iceland #IcelandTour #KimichiSchool #KimichiSchoolTour #WhaleWatching #Sunset #Skyporn #CloudPorn #IcelandSunset (at Reykjavík, Iceland)