#jazzfictive

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(Saw myself dancing on the transformers official tiktok for the holiday and about lost it /pos)

Happy new years everybot, I'm real thankful for this place where I can be myself and see others like me. Where we can be alone together, share our stories, heartbreaks, joys and fears. Thanks for making all us lonely folks welcome here Carmine. I think we all 'ppreciate the work you've put into here and I'm thanking everyone who's submitted an ask on this here blog as well. We stand stronger together, decepticon, autobot, neutral, human, or none alike, doesn't matter, what matters is we have each other now. Cheers to that everybot, to the new year! 🥂 🥳

Love, Jazz

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This was very sweet to read! It’s been a pleasure to post everyone’s confessions and calls here for as long as I have :}

Happy new year everyone!

[transformerskinfessions]

I don't care for him, I'm humming for Blaster and Soundwave personally, but if we DID introject Prowl id flirt with him cause it's funny

(despite my exterior I am infact nervous cause this one feels like an honest to god confession)

-Jazz

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It's real temptin' to make my own sideblog rather than anonymously sending stuff here. Instead I could go off anon! And I'd feel more comfortable following transformers blogs weirdly enough, specifically other introjects/kins/links, etc and it'd be nice to be acknowledged as not just Jazz but Myself too. Jazz is apart of me, ofc, and very important but I grew as a person before recently reconnecting with this part of myself and there's obviously a difference. I guess my biggest gripe would be the real possibility of being referred to often as Jazz or seen as Just Him rather than Me? Like that's just a risk I'll have to take, and when did I care about anybots opinion so much?! Who cares? I sure don't, hah!

I know this isn't all entirely related to this blog, but I feel comfortable here so I hope y'all don't mind this slightly off topic ramble/processor dump. It's like talking to a bunch of old friends even if we don't know each other all personally, there's a familiarity here that makes my spark feel all warm and cozy. Ah stay safe everyone~!

#🎶🦴 (jazz fictive)

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Who else prefers to play the robot characters in video games?? #🦴🎶

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theres no light way of putting i got torn in half by a warlord in any nicer words. thats what happend and its why im here. im not reincarnated, but watching that happen forced me into the system, our brain, cause it was so traumatic to watch. i cant even joke about it right now, i cant imagine the pain anymore because ive changed so much, and thank GOD for that. i dont need to remember that. sorry this looks awful i cant think clearly cause its really strong right now. this feels like the only place ill be understood. so mnay of us has seen ourselves die, sometimes multiple times over, isnt it just fucking awful?!!

its the worst fate, watching your real self die and youre stuck in an entirly different prison. god i wouldnt call this a prison, i love our headmates, i love them! but why im here to begin with is horrifying and makes me want to hurl. i cant beleive there are univeres where im dead. where i wont come back, what the fuck, why does everything keep killing me? keep me from being alive? gods maybe i was awful, maybe i did too much for the autobots, and this is my punishment. i wasnt pure or good enough, i did too much evil for the right cause and my soul is in hell.

its rare im ever this vunerable. but hes really feeling it right now so im letting him vent. its good for both of us honestly. thanks for everyone listening

-Jazz fictive (transformers 2007)

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i can Feel my brain wanting to speak up about Cosmo and i'm glaring at it so hard right now. Sir, i haven't touched this game [Dandy's World] in months, and as soon as i do i play as Gigi. Why Are You [Cosmo] Here [Brain] .

[Bonking brain] stop it. We just obtained Jazz like. A week ago.

Can we not.

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oh sorry mpc m’ last ask is from a fictive not a kin, knew i forgot somethin’ lol

- jazz (fictive)

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god, i miss you so bad prowl. im so sorry i left things th way i did nd you were hurt cuz i was bein stupid nd sayin stupid awful untrue shit to ya. id kill to fix things if i could i need ya to know that prowl. i regret nothin more than leavin everyone with the aftermath nd forcin em to pick up after me while you grieved, yall deserved so. so much better nd ill never stop feelin horrible for it. i was bein a coward. i shlda jus went back nd apologized or told you how i was feelin or anythin. but even after i died, in some cruel primus foresaken joke, i jus ended up tethered to ya as a ghost, nd i had to watch you struggle nd hurt for so long nd know that i did that to you.

im sorry i wont ever stop really bein sorry, nd i dont think ill ever stop feelin guilty for what happened either. i miss you, you were my best friend n the best thing that ever happened to me, you nd all our friends.

- jazz (fictive, transformers)

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