I am screaming
listened to the song Ruins by Ledger again and I am screaming
it’s so radioapple core (haha apple pun I’ll shut up now)
“And just stay there for a minute And just don't move any closer Move closer I just don't know if I can take it It feels like overexposure Move closer
Brick by brick and scar by scar It's taken me years to put up these guards I don't wanna get hurt again Is it agony or ecstasy? I feel safer now you're close to me And fall apart”
it’s them it’s them it’s so them
“I just don’t know if I can take it it feels like overexposure move closer” IT’S LUCIFER CODED BC OF HIS TOUCHSTARVEDNESS AND THE EFFECT HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH LILITH HAD
“it’s taken me years to put up these guards I don’t wanna get hurt again” ALASTOR’S EMOTIONS AFTER THE THING WITH VOX AND HIM NOT WANTING TO BE VULNERABLE AGAIN
“is it agony or ecstasy? I feel safer now you’re close to me” them accidentally developing feelings and both being very against the idea
CHGVIYFJGDGCJVG I HAVE SO MANY EMOTIONS ABOUT THEM















