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Joe knocked up this 18 yr old Long story I’m not gonna get into. So he’s a millionaire… Mr fancy penny pincher

So anyway I let him eat dinner with us one night, which I paid for. So I told him because the kids, he had to sit at another table.

I had amnesia. He liked me. He was weird so I threw him the pity chart…

He sat there looking at the wall a long time, while he ate. He looked sad… Thoughtful… I was watching him. He looked at me and got up and walked over to me

"i just want to tell you…" “huh, what?” I was nervous, he was really thinking over there and I pushed my boundaries to give him pizza and tell him I would hold hands across the aisle. He looked like he was too cry. Fucking shit. I’ll just be the ass hole he will remember all his life, it would be better than this…

He made this really evil, scary mean face. I leaned away from him then turned quickly to see how I would escape cause he was standing in our only easy exit.

"that was me" he said "but I sat over here thinking and now, I’m this" his eyes started to water.

OMG. My heart started thudding in my chest. Fuck. He’s really fucking crazy. I looked into his eyes and fluttered them all around him, calculating distance and how to physically maneuver getting around him and getting the kids out. If I jumped up and started pushing people, and saying “go go” Alex would lead and drag Annabelle along with him.

But… He started to tell me this story how his wife got pregnant and he hated her for it so he was really mean to her after the baby was born and the baby didn’t need her nourishment.

He would have her cook dinner, have it ready when he got home and he forbade her to eat a thing until he took the first bite AND said it tasted good. She would sit there scared until he ate and told her it was good. Sometimes he would eat right before he left work and make her sit for HOURS until he would take a bite. He did that for almost a year until she told someone who told her to eat before he got home. So she did. He said he hit her. I started to get my stuff “come on kids, let’s go” Alex started to scramble up. Annabelle was on the outside of the booth so I was going to wait till she was walking and make sure they both stayed in front of me and him behind me.

"no wait" I froze “please just let me finish okay”I took a deep breath and nodded to Alex. Alex relaxed.

He made his scary face again. “that was me now I’ve sat there and put myself in her shoes and now this is me” and tears filled his eyes. “do you understand me?”

"i…I.think so… Alex, do you?" Alex froze and shot me an I hate you.look.

"oh the kids. I.forgot the kids. So I was a real.ass hole. I mean I was really mean to.my wife and I feel bad now because of your mom. What she did there, was amazing"

Alex nodded that he understood and smiled gratefully at me

"annabelle, do.you understand?" She sadly and uncomfortably looked at me under her lowered lids

"she told.me she understands" “okay great. What are we going to do now?” “we are going to eat” “I already did. What? Was it good?” He laughed at himself but got weird and crossed.his arms “you weren’t waiting for me to eat were you? And say its good?” “no you’re the cook. I took my first bite before I invited you to eat with us” He looked angry “what? Over there?” He pointed to his booth. “who told you about that?”

I turned towards the kids “the same person who told me, told him and her just now.” I turned towards him “Now whatever problems you have with you and your wife is your problems not mine. I only care if you eat. Now I’m eating my fucking food and if you want more, I’m sure theres plenty” I started eating. The kids followed suit. He still stood next to me, his arms folded. I turned to him, “are you still hungry?”

"yeah, you… I’ll get my food from over there. And thank you." I looked up “thank you” “thanks” I replied.

They all eventually began to believe I was an angel.

I’m just a person with an extraordinary skill at getting myself in the most fucked up situations and surviving.

I’m a person just like everyone else.

My existence did change Joe. I know.

But also because of him, I was raped by my exhusband. So one day when I’m sure everything is straight. He will be in jail.

So an ass hole like Joe was my angel, too.

That said. I wouldn’t want to have dinner with him. Ever again.

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I went to get lunch. Got a phone call from legal aid "do you still need help?" "yeah, yeah I do" "sorry I must appreciate the amount of time...." *Click* Did she mean aplogize? Well okay... Go in the drive through then She calls back. She is the slowest speaker in the world must be a billion years old Finally she gives me the phone number I needed She says I can have a lawyer go to court with me too It was nice she talked slow tho... It's scary shit and it can.go too fast and make you worry you understand

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Dearest Joe: Not a Threat, but a Promise.

1. I asked you for a job. I almost lost my house. Thank god I’m not an idiot 2. He asked you for a favor, you said you would oblige 3. You did the opposite 4. That fucked me up 5. You jacked with my head purposely on Craig’s List 6. You set me up with some fucking shit geek that was sex starved and crazy, in two days it will be exactly a year ago 7. You got me pissed off at Calysta 8. You let me buy you gifts 9. You’re a hypocrite 10. I fucking hate you and I’m really not feeling like remembering the rest. 11. Oh yeah I make $15k a year on food stamps, wages and child support. And I took no money from him, unlike you. 12. and I was sexually harassed by one of your workers who is still employed there AND BY YOU! Where do you think your worker picked it up at. Sick fuck. 13. He appeared there the same time I was there and proved to you that I didn't know him and pleaded for your help.

Go right on ahead. Run to your lawyer. Call the cops. But guess what. Karma will get your ass for each and every one more than double. Unless you pay up. Thrice what he paid you.

1. Breach of contract 2. Reckless endangerment 3. Emotional distress 4. Emotional abuse 5. Sexual Harassment 6. Knowing Intimidation of a person unable to comprehend intent 7. Being an ass hole. I'm sure those would look lovely in civil court.. and I'm sure that worth quite a lump sum, I'm thinking half a million... double the triple amount... but also I'm nice.. I'm not rich.. and I don't want your money.. I'm just pissed that you took his and I want you to repay it kindly.. you know, interest and shit, some monetary apology, but.. he's rich.. he'll take you for all of it.. Remember how I told you I remembered Josh? I know how much you have and I'm not scared of you and I don't believe your lies..  not to mention that I will have every fucking news broadcaster I can think of at your establishment's front door.  You cannot deny that I didn't try to protect your business when I wasn't sure what was going on and was struggling to identify your personality type, distinguish between your lies and remembering details.  I PROTECTED YOU.  And this is what I get? Really? That's fucking great.  A judge will love it. I will ruin you. Your whole family. I will stand on your public street corner with a sign about how you protected a rapist and took advantage of an amnesiac and lied to someone who NEEDED help while STEALING his money.  I will stand by your house, the entrance to your subdivision and at your workplace with a shit load of bikers. And there's nothing you can do. Not one thing and I will pray that someone will whip your fucking ass. And sue you.  You asked me a year ago if I knew someone that LOOKED like him.. and I said it could be anyone.. and you Laughed. and said yeah You were scared tho.  I CRIED to you You have NO idea how any of us that you've effected have felt.  Believe me or believe a judge. I really don't give a shit.  Run you pansy ass bitch P.S. Remember those kids you were telling me about who were kicking in your fence, costing you so much in unnecessary repairs.. and they would go inside and pretend to be... nice.. pretend they didn't do anything... I didn't believe you.. But I looked at the fences and yea some boards looked brand new. Guess what.. that was karma. It's been paying you visits all along.. and guess what.. it's not going to stop. You got lucky because Albuquerque has crazy kill cops that kill just about anyone.. there was a picket on I-25 yesterday, closed it on northbound.. guess what, that's going to stop.. guess what.. another Friday night when you're working. or Monday morning when your dad is there with your brother and you... it will happen again.. and guess what you're endangering your employees.. can I prove that in court, not likely. but I'm telling you its true.. I study.. and you don't. Obviously. You're a fucking idiot jack ass.  You're going to pay.. whether I know about it or not. You will.  And I hope it's not on your little girl.. she will suffer to see daddy hurt, maybe.. or maybe it will make her smile, like Annabelle does when her daddy is hurt.. She may be still too young now.. Annabelle is much older but.. when she is old and remembers..   And then... I post publicly, yes? Si, I do. That is my right and until it's illegal I'm going to speak the truth and since its been a law that I'm allowed to since the country was born, I doubt that anyone will say a word..  And who is to say that some random person isn't going to be like oh I know that fucking ass hole, I hate him too and then do something to you because guess what? Everyone likes to hate.. look at Westboro...  Is that reckless endangerment? Possibly.  Could I be sued for it? Could I have criminal charges pressed against me? Of course I Could. And guess what. I'll never spend a day in jail. Never.  And I will never pay a dime. Guess why?  Go on.. talk shit to your buddies. I'm sure it will be fun.. Go to talk to big bucks daddy and soothe his worries. You're just like Wreck it Ralph.  But there's no sugar rainbow ending. I never want to see you again. Remember how you told me you wanted birds singing, rainbows in the air? And you were pissed off about it.. Yeah... Me too. You fucked all that up and now I'm pissed at you.  You're just like my exhusband. An abusive piece of shit. I was right when I wrote Mike and said how I hated rich people.. I wondered why I had written it.. It seemed like such an ass hole thing to say and I regretted it.. but guess what.. Joe is why I hate rich people. Sleazy Scumbag Dirtbags Oh I will be back to your establishment and bring the kids.. and I'll pretend this never happened.. and I'll be nice to you.. but.. one day... A word of encouragement: shall you decide that you want to pay him back, thrice the amount of $77K then you should deliver the money to me. Because he is going to fucking kill you. I may be angry.. but I've never choked someone until they passed out.  He would be dead had I not been so stupidly kind as to stop him. Like.. the other guy too.. I stopped him.. and he was going to use a belt cause his hands aren't as big as the other guy's.. I'm sorry.. I don't live my life like a thug.. but one asked you a favor and you took that risk to put your life into those hands and belt.. that was your choice. As I said, its not a threat. It's a promise.. it's a warning.. it's me looking out for you much unlike how you looked out for me. Save your soul, pay back the devil You think what you did was right? He gave you explicit instructions. HE did not say to talk to me and ask me what I wanted and decide what was in my best interest. HE explained to you that I was ill. He told you exactly what to do. I went there every Friday last year for months.. Did you ever do it then? No. I went with questions. I stood at the counter for hours waiting for an explanation, for help. And what did you do? Not what you were paid to.