#jillian feng

[bastardtrait]

cw: homophobia

Jillian: well, Daimei, let me tell you what she's doing right now. maybe she went home. maybe she travelled to somewhere else. but wherever she is, she's not thinking of you.

Diamond: (sharp inhale) ...

Jillian: she's thinking of a handsome man she passed by. or she's in his bed right now. because whatever you tried to convince her of...isn't real. none of it is. it's just a phase.

Diamond: it's--

Jillian: shut your mouth. (sigh) you vex me so much. and all your nattering about how I wasn't good enough of a parent to you? emotional yammering. if I'd said that to my mother, I would've been beaten until I was black and blue. you are so lucky, you stupid girl.

Diamond: ...I hate you.

Jillian: you were always so fragile. do not anger me. I won't warn you again, Daimei.

door clicks shut...

Diamond: ...

…oh, fuck.

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Phoenix: you look pretty, jie. but you kinda look like a peacock!

Diamond: (giggling) more like a clown!

Phoenix: nooo! you don't look like a clown! are you excited?

Diamond: ...are you? you get to wear hanfu for the first time.

Phoenix: I don't want to. it looks uncomfortable and stupid.

Diamond: Phoenix! hanfu is beautiful...but I get why you don't like it.

Phoenix: it's because it's stuuuuupid.

Diamond: (sigh) this whole thing is stupid.

door clicks...

Jillian: ...daughter. I know you aren't putting your nasty negative opinions in your brother's head.

Diamond, stiffly: mother.

Jillian: (sigh) now what am I going to do with that makeup artist? she made you look like a two-piece whore. your lips are so fat and red.

Diamond: the ones you told me for twenty years were too thin before you booked an appointment for filler...?

Jillian: well, there's such a thing as overcompensating.

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cw: homophobia

Diamond: ...Phoenix, go. close the door.

Phoenix: ...okay, jie.

door closes.

Diamond: (sigh) mother. not in front of him. he's just a baby.

Jillian: a baby. Daimei...he's twelve. he's not an idiot. he will be if you keep sheltering him the way you are. and you aren't even his mother.

Diamond: you're hardly mine either.

Jillian: what's that meant to mean?

Diamond: you're selling me to the family of Wang Haopeng to cement your--your stupid position! I don't even--I don't even know him! and I'm marrying him--! oh, god...you're not a mother. you're a cattle owner.

Jillian: (sigh) idiot. if I was selling you, I wouldn't be losing so much money planning this event. don't anger me, Daimei.

Jillian: this is so like you. I bet you're still caught up over that damned woman. well, that ends today. you gallivanting around with women? it isn't right.

Diamond: I will never change. even when I'm in Haopeng’s house, I will never love him.

Jillian: what you do in your husband's home is your prerogative, of course. but you will put all your...your sick thoughts out of your mind and get through it. so help me.

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oh what's that? side characters? this is a teenage miss Diamond Feng, who was made by @simsandgiggles for me literally years ago. like probably 2020. she has FINALLY made her debut.

Diamond: i'm just happy to be included :)

she comes with a family: her parents Jillian Feng, Samuel Shibasaki, and her baby brother Phoenix. tbh her original bio stated that she was a great-great etc etc... granddaughter of Lillian and Victor, but since Lillian appeared in this generation unwittingly, she'll just be a regular granddaughter. and am I saying that that means Lillian Feng named her daughter Jillian? why...yes. I guess I am.

anyway Diamond and Jillian are not friends. lmao. eldest Asian daughters roll call in the comments tbh.

Jillian: daughter. you look like you enjoyed breakfast well today.

Diamond: thank you. you yourself look like you were the prettiest girl in school forty years ago.