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Gambit is sort of like Houdini with an explosions fetish

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Friendly reminder that even if you hate Kylo Ren as a character or think he is badly written etcetera

Don’t take it out on Adam. Adam seems to be an extremely nice guy who just wants to live in peace and act in movies. He doesn’t even have social media he literally just wants to chill. Please don’t insult him or belittle him or his looks (I see it happening) because he plays a dick in a movie thanks

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Guys

If you ever feel like you’re too nerdy, please remember that yesterday me and @smol-galaxy-turtle spent a decent amount of time trying to figure out how to type a Southern American/French accent so we could keep on doing an X-Men/Red Hood and the Outlaws Crossover RP starring Gambit, Jubilee, Roy Harper, and Jason Todd, and we didn’t know how to do Gambit’s accent for shit.

So naturally, instead of googling it, I reasoned that because galaxy-turtle is from the south, and I can do a decent amount with French that if we combined our accents we would get Gambit. 

I mean, we were sort of right. Ish. Because at that I point I remembered that he had actually had been in television shows, so I went to some links that galaxy-turtle sent me and realized that I could have figured it out easier by just rewatching all the X Men shows, but at that point I was so invested in using our combined accents that I just tried to go with that.

In the end, we have sort of given up and he just says ‘ain’t’ and ‘y’all’ etc a lot haha

Not sure why I’m sharing this story, but if you ever feel like you’ve wasted time or ability, remember that I tried to use my vocal linguistic ability to try to mimic Gambit for a written roleplay

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Another Unasked for Piece of Highkey Salty Advice

Now that Autism Awareness month is coming up I'm here to say: Headcanoning characters as autistic, if you aren't actually on the spectrum, is highkey ableist. ASD isn't a cute little quirk to give a character to look edgy. Millions of people have it and many of them have been harassed for it, and minimizing it into this personality trait is rlly stupid and if that's the best you can do when it comes to headcanons, then gtfo.

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Ooof I dated someone once who now writes fanfics shipping themselves with real people and that just really creeps me the fuck out I’m sorry .

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Hey. Imma just leave this here

Gonna make a post about this, but I just want it to be out there. Being emotionally abused really messes people up. Having people make you feel like your venting is just negativity and should stop, that your grief is just oversensitivity, that your need for affection is clinginess… that fucks you up.

I am speaking from experience. I have spent my life being told to ignore my abuse, that complaining about maltreatment is me just being whiny, that my interests don’t matter, that all I do is annoy people. I’m used to people not respecting my pronouns, not used to people letting my rant to them, not used to being able to lean on someone for support. I spent my childhood with parents who would speak over me or ignore me when I was upset. I was forced to go to a school where I was bullied and no one stood up for me. My parents ignored my pain and punished me for my hyperfixations. The people around me barely treated me better, acting like I was a liability, that people only spent time with me out of pity. That secretly, everyone hated me and shittalked me behind my back. When I got older, I realized that my anxiety, autism, and schizophrenia diagnoses only took these insecurities and made them more painful. But these conditions also made it easier for people to discriminate against and persecute me.

It turned me into a paranoid, lonely adult. I crave affection desperately, but I am scared that anyone who shows me affection will just leave and start shutting me out and acting like I am a piece of shit. I love the people I date, but am scared that they’ll grow tired of humoring my sad and clingy self. It’s happened before, and I am sure it will happen again. I struggle with expressing my interests. When I do express them, I fear people hate me for it. I just… I don’t know where I am going, but this is just a reminder to actually treat people well. Give people respect and love. Don’t be a part of creating more people like me.

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As someone with autism, nothing is more heartbreaking for me than to hear that someone doesn’t wanna talk to me anymore because I hyperfixate on things too much. I’m sorry. I’m sorry I’m autistic and I have some weird interests. I’m sorry I don’t know how to channel my passion. It’s even worse for me because I use these fixations to cope with severe trauma. I try really hard ok,, I wish people would give me a break and let me be. I still do my work, I’m still pursuing a college degree, I just really like FMAB and Gambit so can I please live???? Thank you.

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Why can’t I find any good Gambit stripper AUs ugh I’m pissed off