Chapter 7 of Welcome to Camp Nightscape is up!
Danny’s head hung low, chin bobbing against his chest. Beads of sweat gathered on his forehead, matting his snow white hair to his skin.
He wasn’t sure how, but the machine was keeping him in ghost form. He felt so weak he was sure he’d have reverted to his human half otherwise. With his arms pinned to his sides, his muscles ached against the strain of his fixed position. The magnetic field around him barely allowed him to turn his head an inch either way, let alone force his body free from its grip.
He’d tried to go it alone, and this was the outcome? Danny's eyes filled with frustrated tears that he couldn't even wipe away. They fell freely as the reality of how stupid he’d been set in. He’d had someone right there, literally begging to help… and he’d been too stubborn - no, too scared - to take it.
A few hours earlier, keeping Jon out of harm's way had seemed like the most important thing in the world. His only guard against the guilt of failing to protect someone.
The thing he was really afraid of. He'd seen how it had destroyed his other self. The choices another Danny had made to be free of regret. Seeing that, knowing what he could be capable of... it had made him desperate to avoid any situation that might push him to do the same.
But he’d been fighting a losing battle. Some part of him had known that, even if he couldn't admit it to himself. Guilt wasn't something amyone could outrun forever.
And he felt its presence constantly.
From the moment he’d stepped inside his parent's machine and activated that portal, guilt had nestled it's way inside him. He'd given all the ghosts in the ghost zone an open door into Amity Park. Anything they did, it was all on him, right?
Except he was just a kid…
Just a clueless high schooler trying to be a one man army.
Of course he couldn’t handle all of this stuff completely alone!
Hell, even Superman needed help sometimes, didn’t he? Danny wondered how Clark Kent did it. How he managed the responsibility and worry that came with the job. It can’t be easy for him either - especially having Lois ‘dangles herself over the jaws of death’ Lane as a wife.
But Clark hadn't pushed people away, had he? He'd dared to still have a life. Friends. Wife.
Maybe he was even stronger for it.
Danny felt a sob rising in his throat as a thought hit him with cruel clarity.
He’d gotten this all so very wrong.
That other Danny, the one who'd been so desperate he'd gone to Vlad... it wasn't guilt that lead him there.
Danny let out a cry of frustration at his own blindness. Everything he'd been doing to prevent that future from becoming his was doing the exact opposite. He'd sidelined his friends, pushed Jon away and now an entire camp full of kids were about to live the rest of their lives as wonderless zombies.
The green glow of the machine began to brighten.
Danny's head lifted as high as he could manage. He watched as the dormant parts of the machine began rumbling to life, responding to some unseen change in the atmosphere. The air around him crackled and buzzed, blue flickers of light shooting across the machine's surface.
Danny flooded with panic as the status field around him started to vibrate. He had to do something. Come on, anything! A chill ran through him he felt something tugging at his ghost core, drawing in his ghostly energy like a vacuum and funnelling it into the machine.
His struggles were futile, leaving him too weak to hold his head up after only a few seconds of frantic movement,
Surrender caused his body to fall limp.
There was nothing he could do to stop it.
All he could do was pray Jonathan Kent hadn’t listened to a word he’d said.
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